Roses are red and elegant but dun be fooled by its thorns.

Emptiness

2010-06-07T03:43:00.000+08:00

Emptiness in the house fills the emptiness in my heart.

2010-05-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

歌曲：如果这就是爱情
歌手：张靓颖

你做了选择对的错的
我只能承认心是痛的
怀疑你舍得我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了何必再强忍

我没有选择我不再完整
原来最后的吻如此冰冷
你只能默认我要被割舍
眼看着你走了

如果这不是结局如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信你就是唯一
如果你听到这里如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情本来就不公平
你不需要讲理我可以离去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

灰色的天空无法猜透
多余的眼泪无法挽留
什么都牵动感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人原来不是我

我不要你走我不想放手
却又不能够奢求同情的温柔
你可以自由我愿意承受
把昨天留给我

如果这不是结局如果我还爱你
如果我愿相信你就是唯一
如果你听到这里如果你依然放弃
那这就是爱情我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情本来就不公平
你不需要讲理我可以离去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

如果这就是爱情本来就不公平
你不需要讲理我可以离去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

3rd day in Taiwan

2010-05-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

O my goodness, it's like the 3rd day only and I've spent over 6K NTW which is near 300 SGD. *Gasp* I guess Taiwan stuffs are really irresistible. Ytd, I bought one vest, one jacket, one denim pants, one pair of shoes, one cap and snacks. I've spend arnd near 2K NTW. Today I spent on the entrance fee for theme park which alr costs me 1,070 NTW, then went shopping and bought 3 pair of shoes and one bag and spent total around 2.5K NTW (including the entrance fees).

Ytd went TamShui and played the doll catching machine (sorry, i don't know wat's that called in English) then each try is 10NTW which is arnd 45 cents per try. Then arnd 40NTW, I caught the doll...then the shop keeper tempted to me to play on by saying if I catch 2, I can exchange the one dressed as Michael Jackson or 3 for the monkey pillow which is super cute. Ended up I used up my luck already so didn't manage to catch after that. Oh well, 1 is good enough though.

Today went theme park and I sweared I'm not gonna play any more rides that involves 360 degrees turn. I took the ride that turns my body 360 degrees vertically. I screamed throughout the whole ride because I was sitting the first row. My legs were dangling and felt like my life was in danger and may fall off the ride anytime. Michelle, who is beside me was super brave man. After the ride, my legs were so wobbly I couldn't even walk properly, and with my pale face, I'll definitely not gonna sit on those kind of rides again. Half of my life span gone just like that...Lol!!!

But the theme park wasn't really that fantastic plus the weather sux!!! Coz it rained!!! Haiz...but there's a mini zoo there, saw orang utan, parrots and white tiger (sadly white tiger was sleeping). So, I wouldn't really recommend my friends to go there, though it's supposed to be one of the attraction in Taipei. And I wanted to go Xiao ren guo, but the entrance fees for the theme park is super expensive, so didn't really wanna spend that much on those stuff. If it's cheap, we may go to Xiao Ren Guo, but still budget constraints so we changed my mind and go shopping!!!

Haiz, still sad that I didn't bring my memory card reader, if not I wld have uploaded all the photos. Haiz!!! Ok la, shall stop here then. Thank you for smsing me the sweet message =) It definitely boosts my energy coz was pretty tired walking the busy streets at shida night market. Hehez luv u!

1st day in Taiwan

2010-05-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

I'm in Taiwan now!!!! Wheee

But due to the delay, I reached Taiwan at arnd 7pm. So by the time I reached the hostel, it's arnd 9pm. So we only went to the night market to jalan jalan makan makan,. Haha and finally ate the 炸鸡排，盐酥鸡，生煎包，车轮饼 and one litre cup of 柠檬红茶。

I guessed everyone was quite tired so we didn't really shop, because at that time, we were all pretty hungry so only focused on the food.

Shall upload the photos when I'm back to SG coz I forgot to bring card reader -_-Zzzzz Rawr!!

Ok la shall go sleep soon le...shall blog tml

2010-04-28T19:36:00.002+08:00

Finally settled with my SIM stuff. I hate the stupid...it made it so complicated that I don't really know how exactly I'm supposed to fill in. Anyway, I went down on monday to settle my payment and application. And surprisingly, I got the password to access the SIM student portal yesterday. Lol! So does that mean that I'm enrolled into SIM???

I think so...but I hate it man...private uni is seriously not cheap to study at. Firstly, i already paid the registration fees for SGD $60. Next, I have to pay 60 pounds for the application fees to university of london. Then paid another $1,070 for bridging courses. My godness sake!!!!!

And my birthday party is finally over...PHEW.....finally!!! And thank you YC for being a great help throughout the party. So ke lian to be my servant. Haha being ordered around to do stuff =P And thank you so much for the expensive gift. =P

To all those who had came down to my chalet, thank you very much for the gift and wishes. You all seriously give me a lot of face. Haha and I'm really grateful for that =D Thank you thank you!!!

To those who actually smsed and dropped their wishes on fb...thank you so much. Really appreciated =D

I seriously can't wait for labour day. ♥

2010-04-21T12:19:00.003+08:00

Whoa my birthday is around the corner, and like a lot of things still not prepared and done yet. Awww...I really dun wanna screw the party up. Because, personally I hate things tat are not well-organised, so I'm afraid that mine will turn out into a mess. And I dun want my friends to feel bored or left out either. Oh no, I really hafta make this party a successful wan.

I really really really hoping that now is already Saturday. Everyday on the phone with you is torturing coz can't see each other. =( And yup, I can't wait for labour day to come =P Faster faster come!!! =>

2010-04-07T19:03:00.003+08:00

Whoa 10 days in malaysia...I wonder wat i'm gonna do there...lol i can predict i'll need to help out in the house chores. Haha...10 days of training on how to be a good wife. Not bad not bad. Haha

Whoa I really wonder...and how I am going to survive for these 10 days...

this is a shoutout to someone "都是你害的！" =P You you you.....

2010-04-01T01:22:00.001+08:00

Haiz!!! Why I can't use facebook in 9th floor? Very lazy to go farah's room which is at 6th floor or lobby to upload photo to facebook la!!! Argh!!! Madness!!!! Only can use MSN =( I can't help keep eating....munch munch munch....like nobody's business...and all of us grown fat. Definitely.

Haiz hafta go jog liao die die muz jog.

And I bought a lot of stuff la...spending over 100 dollars. =( Mainly on titbits and clothes.

Wahaha i bought 3 polo tee for myself. Happy!!! And you know wat....the things here are super duper cheap!!! Whoa very tempted to buy the clothes there!!! Wahaha gonna go shopping tml again. That's the most fun part in vietnam, you can see how funny tang lin bargain for cheaper price!!! Haha...super funny!!! Oya and I bought a roxy bag...Woohoo for $8+ Happy happy!!!

Gonna go sleep now..it's 12.20am in vietnam time, which is 1.20am SG time...bye

2010-03-30T00:53:00.004+08:00

Flying off in 12 hrs.........

wanna say thanks....although maybe u're not referring to me in ur msn nick, i'll take it as it is for me. Maybe u're saying bye to me or maybe u're not....still, thanks. Really need tat very much from a friend whom I'm really concerned...

Hope you're doing fine...

P.S. Raisin jia you and cheer up!!!!

2010-03-28T16:05:00.002+08:00

Haiz, i'm going vietnam soon...I wonder how am i going to get used to it. Coz i'm used to talking on the phone every night alr...then i wondering how...........and also sms..................

Haiz...........anyway I had lotz of fun last night. Thanks. =) Never had such fun time without any worries for very long alr. Think I should really just live and move on with my life w/o any worries. Time to really really really move on and stop thinking much of other stuff that will be bothering me. Whether it'll affect me or not, i juz hope things will be settled asap. Not hurting any1 of coz.

2010-03-26T15:34:00.000+08:00

I finally booked my chalet le. Yes!!!

2010-03-23T00:14:00.002+08:00

2010 is definitely not my year. So many things have arised since the start of the year.

What now? My cousin is one stupid #%$# i dunno how to describe him. Can't he just grow up and think for the family?

Firstly, he always skipped school, played truant, not attending lessons, tricked my grandma by wearing uniform, but not to school, to other places to hang around. So now a dropped-out with no secondary school certification.

Secondly, mixed around with the wrong people, smoke and on drugs. Wth is wrong wif you la seriously? And you're not even 18 at that time.

Thirdly, we thought that u'll change once u're in Singapore, work and will live a normal life. Ended up, you went to JB and bring in cigarette to SG and get caught because you're still under 18 because your birthday is not over. So....my another cousin have to bail you out.

Haiz when will you ever wake up? You've created the mess such that the whole family is so worried of you, tat we really dunno wat to do wif you?

I already had enough things for me to worry, your older sisters are all worried of you, they having financial problem already because they come here to work too and have to send money back home to grandma...and here in SG tot that u'll become a good person -.- Wat's so good about cigarette that you buy from malaysia and bring it in to SG?! You broke your sisters' heart because of cigarette. "Good Job!"

I'm still wondering how can you spend $50 in 2 days when you spend the whole day working....what exactly did you do with the $50.....I'm really wondering....

WHY IS THERE SO MANY BAD THINGS HAPPENING AROUND ME??? I'm really tired....

2010-03-22T18:18:00.002+08:00

Why so many things and problems piling up at the same time?

I hope I can have a peaceful mind when I'm away to Vietnam.

At first, I tot things are going well, but it seems like...it's complicated as it seems....

Seriously, not as easy as it seems...I juz hope that all these probs can be gone so that I can focus...on one thing.

I can't really multi-task, one thing at a time.

Oh no, I still hafta do a powerpoint slide for Ms Chong about Singapore culture for the Vietnam Study trip during the university exchange program. Haiz...back to work!!!

2010-03-21T04:08:00.002+08:00

I looked at ur photos, a lot of qns popped into my head....

how are you doing now? I'm so sorry that i hurt you but it's the best solution i guess....

you seems to have slim down a lot....from the photos are i saw from fb. I think I really hurt you very badly but I didn't mean to. I think it's best that we two move on and not cling on to this relationship coz eventually it won't turn out well. Pressure from all sides and factors really made me tired of holding u back.

You told me before that if I want to give up on this relationship, I need to tell you so that we both can move on. I did, but seems like you find it difficult to do so. I know you have been blaming me for giving up on this relationship is it because of other courtships or i'm in love with another guy. It is not and I've told you the reasons several times but you didn't believe it.

That day you smsed me, I nv tell u the answer straightaway is becoz I don't want you to move around blindly like a lost sheep. I'm not a girl that is worth for you to do this. I don't deserve it. I was really touched when you told me you've started working already. But...I don't want you to work juz to win my heart back or juz to prove that you are hardworking and not lazy. What's all in the past, has passed. I really hope you can focus on your studies and graduate. You need to find a stable and well-paid job with this certification. You know very well.

I hope you can move on already because I am doing it now. Trying to.....really and ya, actually sometimes I find that I am not compatible to you coz sometimes you compare urself with me, I am really lousy and stupid. I am a person who cannot study well but you can. You can get in NTU, I can't. You have a brighter future, I maybe dun have. You are more delligent than me, I am lazier. You are smarter indeed. Then why did you like me in the first place when we were together you confessed that you find me stupid when you know about my o-level results.

Nevertheless, we shared happy and sad memories during our 4 years relationship. I really hope that you can find a better girl....a much much much better girl than me. Wish you all the best in your future endeavours. Good luck in your studies.

Actually I don't know you can read all these. But I didn't purposely type all these for you to read. Is juz that I feel like saying but nowhere to say, so I post it in the blog.

2010-03-20T01:09:00.003+08:00

I've been feeling better nowadays....and had a good laugh today. I'm feeling much much better and not so stressful alr. Coz i've submitted the doc to SIM..hehe cleared...finally haha

Awww so sad tml need to go work, but if i dun go work, money keep going out and not coming in...so ya lo...endure and work.

Hehez can't wait for sunday to come....gonna be a crazy weekend again. =) And more crazier thing is, there are 3 birthday parties i need to attend...lolz....crazy as it sound but luckily 2 are at the same area, tanah merah then my jie mei's chalet is at aloha loyang. Whoa think gonna take cab liao. $$$$$$$ The $30 i earn can use it for cab fare liao....*sigh*

Ahhhh....i still can't help fanning myself from time to time....seirously hot....

2010-03-19T14:54:00.002+08:00

Oh well, another thing to trouble sia....my birthday party..sian i need NTUC card...who is a member? Whoa got a lot of things to settle too...Hmmmmm

2010-03-19T14:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry for all the over-sensitive stuff and over-think matters... I'm really over-sensitive. Oh well....ignore what I've said earlier... =D

2010-03-17T13:22:00.004+08:00

Lately, a lot of things happened.

Actually I didn't know these things will turn out to be like that. I didn't expect this thing will happen to me too. This is very dramatic and I tot this will only happen in drama. I really hope things won't turn out to be a nightmare.

I juz hope u 2 will still be the same like the past. Seriously...I don't want anything bad to happen...please. I'm juz telling whoever it may concern through my blog. I don't want anything to turn out violent or something that may spark off to things that I don't dare to imagine.

Please resolve this thing in a peaceful way. Please....*sigh*

2010-03-05T02:46:00.003+08:00

Have I move on? I don't know...the answer is still unknown.

So, I hope all dun think so much. I just wanna enjoy my life when I'm single. Please let me do my stuff and decide on my life. Please don't use salt to rub on my wound....coz I dun wanna be stress. Rmb, a stress-free year. Yup. I shall do that. After a good sleep ytd, I realised, why should I bother about others's commentz...juz move on la....dun care, dun bother, be myself...I'm not gonna change myself juz becoz of those...this is my character, my personality. Like it or not, tat's ur choice.

It's grad night...but no excitement actually though spent a lot of money on it. Juz displeased with things that are going on. And...seating arrangment is juz...crap

烦...

2010-03-04T01:56:00.002+08:00

烦...

it's so hard to please everyone...and I'm really tired of all these

PAINtball

2010-03-01T01:42:00.002+08:00

Ok, I went to play paintball with Gavin and his unit mate. It was kinda awkward at first coz 9 of 'em are guys and I'm the only girl. The ratio of it is like 9:1. Lolz....seriously, but ok la, they're really nice people. They also dun dare to do aniting funny to me la coz afterall, I'm still Gavin's friend.

Anyway, Paintball was fun la...but when kanna eat or splashed by paintball, really no joke. I see all the guys kanna hit and got swollen all over the body. No joke....lol as for me, think becoz I'm a girl, they dun dare to really aim me, so all I got was small cuts....juz surface cuts. So ok la...haha isn't that bad....juz that I seirously dun haf the courage to shoot coz I really scared hit by them.

Hahaz...the facilitators there, apparently 3 of 'em guys...are really nice ppl too. Damn friendly and funny. Lolz...and becoz I'm the girl, one of the facilitators give me extra paintballs...but I didn't finish. Haha....Lolz...luckily during briefing, the facilitators will joke a bit here and there, if not will feel a bit bored. Anyway during the whole thing, only Gavin and Wei Jie or Wen Jie (can't really rmb his name now...) talk to me. So next time, seriously muz tag a girl along lo...if not will feel awkward...haha

Thanks Gavin for the game. =D Now got experience in playing paintball liao, shall psycho raisin and the rest go play. Hehez but hor, the place seriously is like a ghost town sia....damn ulu

2010-02-28T01:35:00.002+08:00

Whoa I see flex coding, really will faint... Haha it seems like others are enjoying their holiday, and our group still mugging and solving watever bugs we have. Probably it's because we have pretty high expectation with our proj. Oh well, I just hope I can enjoy aft our MYM.

But I need to go back school for vietnam trip briefing and lessons. Haiz...

Oh well, i can't wait for all the outings and fun stuff going on aft MYM..Hehez

Back to the grad night, I juz hope everything will turn out well. Seriously, sick of begging people to go when people just say "my friend not going, so I'm not going". Really irritating to get answer like that. And it's hearing from so many people, even those that are not my friends also saying....nvm la....i shall not pester people or force people. It's your choice bah. Simply understand why people always say "peer pressure"

Ok shall not talk about unhappy stuff. Muz die die practise driving. Hehez....although I know I'm gonna spend like a bomb for renting a car. Oh well...no choice la....haha

Tired...ok gonna go sleep le...nitez

2010-02-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda tired....feeling lost...don't know what to do. Wanted to focus on one thing, but another thing is there waiting for me to finish up. So contradicting at times also. Sometimes you want to keep this thing going, but at times, you really just want to give up. Can we just let this thing called off? I really give up. Whatever response I get, is always the same. No motivation to continue with this whole thing, totally no.

Initially, I was still very excited of getting a new dress for it. Now, I simply just want to drop this idea and just forget this whole thing. Can we just go somewhere and chill? Just suan le lo....no point when everyone are like AI MAI AI MAI (hokkien). Sianz to the max.

Ahhh watever la, I just wanna enjoy myself before I know what I wanna do in future.

There're like so many things and places I wanna do and go.

The more I think, the more I wanna give up on this whole thing. It seems like 2010 isn't a smooth year for me afterall. Haiz!!!

2010-02-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

Haiz, I just feel that why people just dun cooperate. It is like the very last event we can catch up with each other, take photo with each other with our nice clothes, but people just dun appreciate the effort we put in and just give attitude and assume that they have the right to not go and give us all sort of stupid and idiotic excuse that we will be the one enjoying ourselves which is like bullshit.

Since all these people dun cooperate, the grad night most likely will be called off and thanks to them.

But it'll be possible if we can change location to a cheaper place and place that doesn't restrict to minimum no. of people BUT people want grand places and in order to get them go, we still have to accomodate them. Why things will be so complicated to plan? They dun see the problem and difficulty we're facing. And if it's cancelled, they'll be saying we're not doing a good job, causing the whole thing to be called off.

Haiz, it's so hard to please people.

Sometimes, I really think that why are we putting so much effort or rather, to see people's face to do stuff when actually what we get in return are just all the complaints and black face. Wat's wrong with all these people sia.

Seriously f*ing irritating......ended up we may have to come up with a simple dinner in an open area, no privacy seriously and watch a movie aft dinner. -.- Seriously no mood for grad night. Grad night is supposed to be something that is memorable yet, it become a simple dinner -.-.
Haiz....if really no choice, I guess it really have to be like that. Why our batch like that wan....I seriously dun get it. This bunch of idiots just dun understand and just take things for granted.

Rah!!!!

Our seniors are still better, they will still go despite they find the location sux. This year is a hotel, and yet so few people are going......we purposely accomodate them and they just dun get the whole picture that they are being treated like kings and queens. They only know how to complain and complain. Sometimes, I really juz feel like giving up. No point having it when everyone are being forced to go and putting on black face when they're there. Because at the end of the day, none of us will eventually enjoy ourselves.

This whole thing just sux!!!

2010-02-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

好累！累道我不知道要说些什么。

你过得还好吗？

过了一段日子了，还是有点不习惯。以前，你都送我回家，现在是一个人自己回家，感觉有点孤单。以前，你都会打电话问我在哪里，我觉得有点烦，现在的感觉很空虚。

那天你告诉我你很想我，在巴士上，会回想起我们在一起的时光。

当我一个人时或者安静的时候，在一旁思索时，会偶尔想起你，想要知道你是否是真的能够继续往前走下一段人生。我呢？我不知道。我没有那个勇气，我只能跟着时间走。茫茫的人群中，是否有一个能够让我依靠的人呢？

也许，我是注定的要孤苦伶仃的过我的人生。打从一开始，就在我中学时期，应该很清楚我和幸福是没有缘分的。我又再一次和缘分说bye bye。我是不是很笨？很傻？明明自己很清楚，却要一头裁进去。一开始，就不应该谈这个感情，是我带给他痛苦。所以，我的决定就和你所想的一样。

所以，我决定要一个人面对这一切，学会独立，学会别依赖别人。就像我表姐说的，学会凡事靠自己。加油！

2010-02-22T11:30:00.000+08:00

The more I think about it, the more I'm a bit pissed off....rah coz I used to experience this thing. So I can clearly know how's the feeling.

2010-02-21T00:57:00.003+08:00

Time is always running out. This whole week was totally packed with outings and gathering till I don't even have the time to catch a breath.

How I wish I could have a teeny wheeny bit of time for me to rest though. This sunday for example is gonna be a totally shag and tired day. Early in the morning around 6am to help my dad, then followed by the banquet work at 6pm....Zzzzzz I think after my work, I'll be totally exhausted and probably lie on my bed and straightaway go to my sweet LA LA land. I hope it's gonna be sweet though.

And finally!!! Manage to watch movie liao!!! Wahaha aft so long....and watched Percy Jackson and the lightning thief with ruixin, ish, cheng, yc, chris and andy. It's a nice show with sensible storyline. Coz I super duper hate movie with crappy storyline which I'll feel disgusted spending so much money to watch a movie that I don't understand or I find it ridiculous and senseless. Yup...so I recommend the rest to watch and if jenny and deirdre wanna watch, I don't mind watching the second time. Hehez.

Ok gonna go back in doing the week 16 BSIT journal le...buaiz.

2010-02-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

我好久没有过着孤单的情人节了。十五日也过了。原本这一天是我们四周年，但是没办法过这一天。那一天，不知道为什么，有很多感触。我还没睡之前，脑海里想的还是他。醒来时，还是想着他。不知道为什么，就这一天，我想他的特别多。

不知道，他过得好吗？希望他过得很好，能够过更好的生活。

我的亲戚知道了我们的事，都感到非常惊讶。告诉了他们所有的事，都觉得我的选择是对的。都希望我能够勇敢地走下去，找到更好的幸福。

Ok shall not talk about those emo stuff...enjoyed myself very much...get to see all the fireworks and fire crackers...hehe

And I managed to convince my mum to keep a dog...WHEEE!!! But of all dogs, she say only can keep CHI WA WA... -.- Lolz.....oh well, I decided to go check out next week =] Hehehezzz...slowly pick =P

Aiya, a bit sleepy liao....nitez everyone =) Happy CNY

2010-02-11T00:43:00.003+08:00

I had a great time with my sec sch friends. Hui Min and Bai Kun are really nice people. Hui Min is so mature and feminine now. And she brought back a lot of memories which made both of us laughed like nobody's business. Seriously, she has very good memory.

Yeah and broke out the news about my relationship and yup, they also agreed that I shouldn't continue on with this relationship. Oh well, I think this really gonna take pretty long to recover. Coz right now, I don't know I'm feeling guilty, or actually shld I even be guilty abt it? It's juz so confusing and and and......i don't know.

Everything is like....so over the mess...I don't know...seriously. Sometimes, I feel helpless in certain ways, but sometimes, I do know that I should do this....but at times, I will stop and think like....is it really right to do this? I'm really lost....I don't know where I should head to....the road in front of me is so foggy....I can't see any light leading me....oh well, I'll juz stay at where I am...and slowly wait for the light to lead me. I think that would be the best solution to it. Time is the best solution to it I guess. I'll wait....

Ok let's not talk about this........

Haiz, got a new look but most of my friends or those who know me said I look like "AH LIAN"

=( Haiz, sian to the max but nvm la, most impt is I like it...haha new look, new me =) An indication of a new start of me to look up ahead of life. Thanks for encouraging me and cheering me up. I'm referring to whoever actually did that. Really appreciate it. =)

2010-02-10T16:53:00.002+08:00

I was reading a person's blog and it made me ponder about what I did actually would've cause a person's pain which I had no intention to. His blog gave his point of view of a person's being hurt greatly. I can see myself in Jameson's shoes while reading this person's blog (is not Jameson).

I can understand why he hates me so much but at this point I need to say is, I don't want this relationship to continue such that it will hurt both of us. It really took me a lot of courage and time to come up with this decision. Am I doing the right thing?

Haiz

2010-02-09T02:10:00.002+08:00

I wanna thank all my friends who have msged me to concerned and encouraged me. Really really really appreciate it. =) Thanks.

Today had a fun shopping spree time....totally. It's been so long since I shopped and without even to care about my budget because I've actually saved enough money and predicted that I'll spend over $100...haha

Here's a list of my 战利品:

1. 2 pairs of shoes -> $49.80 (2nd piece was on 20% discount + a membership card)
2. 2 dresses -> $50
3. 1 top -> $25.90
4. 1 skirt -> $15
5. 3 bracelets -> $10 (buy 2 get 1 free)
6. belt -> $5

Total spend is $155.70 !!!!

Ok la...although it's over $150 but it consists of several stuff...so yup. Overall I'm quite satisfied. Never really think much and juz grab and buy. Of coz it's something that I like la...haha I won't anyhow spend my money on those that are not nice =P

Wat's more, I got free coolie. Haha, to help me carry my stuff...thanks.

And a bunch of "clowns" that made me and raisin laugh like crazy women. Haha...can't stop laughing and seriously need those entertainments to help me distress and forget about what happened recently. Really really wanna thank them for brightening up my day. =D

Raisin, thanks for being there. =D 不愧是我的姐妹！

Ok gotta stop all the emo stuff liao....AHEM AHEM....gonna pull myself out from the situation and be able to stand up and move on. JIA YOU!!!

Ok i know it's a bit random but I realised I haven't buy new bras. Haha....I think some of you will be cursing and swearing and reading this at the same time. Too bad...la la la Ok i think it's probably the medicine that made me quite high. I needa sleep alr...eyes closing soon. Gonna have a hairdo later...excited sia...hahaha

2010-02-08T00:07:00.005+08:00

我真的很想逃离这个复杂的世界，为什么人总是那么的矛盾，有时需要撒一个善意的谎言来掩盖那失落的表情。可是，知道了真相又能怎么样呢？已经太迟了。人的世界实在是太错综复杂了。为什么人就不能单纯一点呢？

我的心好痛，好痛。我真的不知道要怎么面对这个世界。人们说，眼泪流一流，就会把悲伤和泪水一起从眼睛冲掉。可是，眼泪流了，悲伤依然还在。我现在真的好想到另一个地方，静一静。我以前觉得我已经找到幸福，得到每个人的祝福与羡慕。可是，当一切不再是那么的像童话故事一样般的美丽时，你就得面临了你所无法想象的噩梦。

人就不能成熟点吗？处理感情的方法实在是太幼稚了。我真的没有那个勇气再谈恋爱了。我真的好想好想忘掉这一切，好好的过那平凡又无忧的日子。他不知道的事是，我是下了很大的决心，才做了这个决定，而不是因为我把感情看得太随便，所以才不再爱你了。我对你还是有感情的，只是说，没比以前那么的爱了。因为你总是把朋友放在第一位，我第二。觉得说，你对我的感情才是谈了。你也少了那些体贴与对我的关怀，就每次都好像我只是你的普通朋友似的。

加上那些暴力的举动，还有金钱上的事故，使得我做出了这个难以抉择的决定。可是，妈妈曾经劝我说要好好对自己的将来好好想想，我却告诉她，我相信他。现在，我觉得自己好笨哦！我是个大傻瓜！我现在真的真的好后悔当初就不应该做他的女朋友。

我妈妈一路上陪伴着我，不管我有多伤心，多生气，她都是我精神上的支柱。我真的无法想像她不在我身边的日子，我想我真的会崩溃。幸好，我还有一群好姐妹，听我唠叨，听我骂人，听我诉苦。如果真的没有她们，我和他的事，我也真的无法处理。所以你根本就没有资格恨我妈妈！

这一切，真的弄得我好累好累。好想快点到马来西亚，去散散心。把不愉快的事，还有现在让我懊恼的事，统统抛到后脑，尽情的去玩。

2010-02-07T23:33:00.003+08:00

Argh~!!! This person is juz CHILDISH TO THE CORE....How did I survive these 4 years with him...SERIOUSLY..juz pissed me off!!!

I'm not despising u for being poor, and u have no right to insult me and my mother, u mother fucker!!!

Argh...sorry for my language but this IDIOT seriously juz pissed me off.

I never despise u for being poor, if i despise u for being poor, I wouldn't even wanna stead with you in the first place...U'RE JUZ ONE ULTIMATE IDIOT IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!! If you know u're poor, all the more u shld go and earn money with your own hands and not always asking me to lend you money and always waiting for all the school charity stuff to gif u all those MONEY....

U know you're poor, then all the more u shldn't spend so much money on ur STUPID IDIOTIC hair and ur irritating fucking idiot expensive clothes.....SERIOUSLY...

And u simply juz sms me to tell me u hate me which is so CHILDISH for being a 24 years old KID!!!!! RAH!!! Seriously piss me off...and saying I wasted ur time for the past 2 years coz u think that I've alr lost my feelings for you 1 year ago....WHICH LIKE WATSOEVER STUPID EXCUSE LO......U JUZ SIMPLY PISSED ME OFF....I REALLY REGRETTED KNOWING U AND BE YOUR STUPID GF FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS................aft you sent me the msg, it simply juz made it clear that I HAVE MADE THE ULTIMATE RIGHT CHOICE...

SIMPLY JUZ PISSED ME OFF....SERIOUSLY...................ARGH........

and wat's more....send me another msg to say SORRY FOR BEING HARSH.....whoa....it seriously juz make me DU LAN with you....

2010-02-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

It's so sickening to be sick when it's near and during preparation of CNY....argh nose block...sianz!!!

I think everything has been slowly settling down. However, everything still needs time to recover and heal. Although there are always people asking me how's him....and I'll be like...dunno how to answer.

Like this evening, when I was working, my colleague ask me so much abt him and I nv tell them that we've alr...gone...especially at my workplace, if I'm gonna say out, I gonna need lotz and lotz and lotz of courage. Afterall we met each other from our workplace...So for the time being, I really dun haf the courage to say out. Sometimes I really think I'm a coward lo...seriously.

I dun understand a thing is, ever since we've break up...everybody is like asking so much abt him...but why when we were together, not many ppl ask...and even make fun or joke abt it.

Each time a joke or watever stuff related to him being questioned on me...is like another blow.

Oh no, I'm gonna spring clean my room. Haiz, I wonder how strong can I be when I'm faced with all thsoe stuff that is related to him. I really dunno....

Oh well....dun care dun care...

Ok, sian sick...and my nose is like a nv ending tap, just keep flowing. Argh....why muz I be sick at this period of time? Sianz

Ok I have a long list of movie that I wanna watch lo (well of course those alr over liao i shall not put in here)...

1. Percy Jackson and the lightning thief
2. 14 Blades
3. Little big soldier
4. Valentine's Day
5. 72 tenants of prosperity

And I'm gonna have multiple sessions of K session, chilling session, HTHT sessions etc etc etc

Ok I'm going a bit crazy here and I'm super hungry now!!!

Yeah going shopping with Raisin =) Super long nv go out with babe liao...

2010-02-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

I've told another person about it.

I didn't expect myself to say or rather, never intend to, until the person said that he think that something is very obvious not right. And most funny thing is, never even expect the next person to know is him. Oh well...and I said it...but I did not tell the person the detail la....coz there is no time coz he was alighting the bus.

Actually, at times, I really wanna say out because it is very awkward to pretend or act or i don't know how to describe the thingy whenever come to that topic and yet have to put on an awkward smile to go along with it.

Oh well, let's not talk about all those unhappy stuff. Gonna use a person's method "/clear" haha

Ok let me see, what am I gonna do before I go malaysia to celebrate CNY...

fri: go school finish up bi proj asap then aft that go back sec sch for BBQ (can't wait to see the rest man...haha)

sat: meet up to finish up bi if not yet done. then work

sun: SUPER FREE...hafta start spring cleaning my room

mon: BI presentation and guest lecture to attend...probably go sing K ?? or go buy clothes??

tues: do smth to my hair? and i'm hesitating again, rebond or perm?

wed: maybe go buy clothes?

thurs: go back sch for other administrative stuff like MP briefing for MYM and BISSA review

fri: early morning to go market to help my dad and mum...then at night go malaysia WHEEEE!!!

Ok i'm really feeling much better le =) Raisin, dun worry. I'm fine =)

2010-02-04T01:45:00.001+08:00

Was it a wrong decision?

What should I do?

I don't know!!!

2010-02-04T01:38:00.002+08:00

I know i'm not supposed to do aniting for the time being....

but i really need some place for me to talk...

My mind is very confused.....although it supposed to be settled, but during msn....i juz felt extremely sad coz of the words....

But I've alr told myself abt my stand....although he undersatnd that....but....haiz

I juz suddenly feel that my life sux...I wanna go malaysia now...seriously, to escape from all these, giving me time to think through and stuff....haiz...it's so tiring....

2010-01-31T22:05:00.007+08:00

Am I able to give up on this relationship?

I'm feeling puzzled and lost now...I told myself that I hafta hold firm with my stand but the other part of me is telling me that I can't bear to leave him.

Why am I feeling it this way? I'm really lost now. A relationship that can last for almost 4 years isn't easy. These 4 years let me see his true self and also going through a lot of obstacles and hardship.

If a guy shows his violent side to you even before he marries you....is he gonna be a good husband or will he change for you?

If a guy keep getting loan from you, is he a trust able husband who will really support you financially and give you happiness or he is just treating you as an atm machine?

If a guy is disrespectful to elders, is he gonna be a filial son-in-law or even a husband who is caring for you?

If a guy who doesn't know how to finance his own money, can he be a husband who will be able to give me happiness or just bring me misery for paying his debts if he has any?

If a guy doesn't know the importance of his gf, will he even treat his wife well?

These questions has been with me for the past 4 years. What am I gonna do? I'm really lost now. Some point of time, I did want to give up because there were a few times when he get really over the board e.g. getting the chopper to cut the telephone line, kick my washing machine till there's a dent at the side, throwing the plastic plate and break into pieces, throwing my adapter into pieces too....at that point, I really wanted to give up on this relationship but I'm always the one who initiate to keep this relationship.

It sounds rather contradicting, but...that's what i'm feeling right now. I really wanna give a thought for my happiness and future because I don't wanna regret in future and let my mum sad.

I talked to my mum these few days and what she has been telling all these years actually is true. In the past, I strongly believe he will change and be a better guy for me. Now, I totally understand and believe what my mum say.

I always tot my mum was just being bias over him. This time round, it has reached my limit when he asked me to for loan of $300 when he actually still owe me $110.

I asked for a 1 week cooling period, and these 2 days I've been sorting out my thoughts. There are a lot of things to settle e.g. like stuff we agreed to pay half to share (external hard disk etc). There so many problems here and there and I really don't know how to face it.

Today he smsed me and told me that he's gonna buy the external hard disk but the problem is there are photos inside, and he said he's ok to meet me on fri to transfer the photos to my laptop. BUT I don't have the courage to face him because I don't know how...haiz

But is that an indication that this relationship is ending? My mind is in total blank. I don't know what to do now. Just hope everything's gonna be over asap.

2010-01-06T02:40:00.002+08:00

Ok, whenever I started writing blog, it means...I really wanna write abt smth.

I'm supposed to be doing BSIT journal, and yet here I am blogging becoz I really dun feel like doing YET i still hafta do it. This is life.

This few days has been quite WOW and UNBELIEVABLE because made new friends that I wouldn't expect to make. Lol!!! And not even mentioning hanging out.

Life is really unpredictable...what should I say? Hmm...UNPREDICTABLE. Haha ok...I'm like over here repeating myself for no reason.

Oh, I tot that smth will happen, ended up is all of us THINK TOO MUCH and only one person is right all the while. Ok...I shall trust my feeling and 6th sense. I just hope that this person really has the determination in doing that thing.

Ok and I'm going Malaysia soon...WHOA FINALLY!!! Lol it's been like SO DAMN LONG that I go Malaysia with my relatives and cousins. Coolz!!! I love to hang out with my cousins. They're really really really nice to me =P Simply love them man!

Sia la, bf go genting tml sia. Lol...but not really keen in going Genting by the way. Haha....but sian is I'm stucked here in Singapore to finish up my assignments...lol!!! Crazy shit.

*yawn* k la, i dunno wat to write alr, and I caught a cold sia...my throat is not feeling well -.- Sianz!!!

2009-11-14T16:17:00.002+08:00

oh my god...yesterday went to eat Botak Jon with my secondary school friends. Mr Ng, Yi An, Kingston, Derrick, Bai Kun, Michelle and Hui Shan. Botak Jon was ok. Not that bad but I think Aston is still nicer. Then after dinner, we were like saying where should we go after that. Then someone suggested watching Astro Boy, so we head down to Ehub.

Sadly, when we reach, there was no more showtime for Astro Boy. Then we wanted to watch 2012 but it was all sold out except for the late night movies. So were deciding on My girlfriend is an agent and Paranomal Activity.

Then someone was very scared to watch Paranomal Activity(i shall not say who, give the person some face..haha) so we watched My girlfriend is an agent. I find that overall, the movie was still ok. Funny but some part are quite lame.

Then after the movie, someone suggested continue watching another movie!! =O I wanted to go home and sleep actually coz was busying with assignments and had not have enough sleep for the past few days. Then we were actually leaving when we saw it was heavy rain outisde Ehub. Then some of us are really lazy and rather stay and watch another movie.

So we went to watch Paranomal Activity. I was never a fan of horror movie, but this one is really one worth watching. No wonder the review was 4/5. Nice

2009-11-12T01:38:00.002+08:00

I really have no idea how to start this entry. Only when I'm emo or things to blog, I'll really blog. Now I'm really feeling emo.

Things have not been the way I want these few days. It's like, whatever I do, I'll seem to offend people (that's how i feel la). It's like, I've not been myself these few days. My smile has become lesser, even if I smile, I'm really trying to smile. This is really what they called 强颜欢笑 which means u force urself to smile.

Haiz, I don't know why. It's like some of my friends want it this way, but I don't like it, I can't just go to their face and say "hey i don't like it la, stop forcing me" I'm like trying to tell them I don't like the idea, and they simply keep giving me reasons that I should. Argh...seriously pisses me off....

Then on the other side, I felt that, why am i so silly doing all these...nobody even bother to do it. And because of that, I really started to hate it....I told myself, somebody just have to do it, it's a matter of you want to be that person. And because of that, I've become more haggard and hafta being called &%*&%_ by this group of people. Argh....that's when I realise, nobody will pity a person who is so sacrificial to do things for others and so this is what you'll get.
-___________-

This week is really the worst week ever. It's like, heaven is playing trick with me. I don't know how to comment on that. I really wanna go a place to scream my head off.

2009-10-20T02:06:00.003+08:00

Desktop spoiled so went Sim Lim with bf to buy com this afternoon.

Hair was permed and some said nice, and some said 'look like auntie'....hmmmmzzzzzz well, this hairstyle gonna stick with me probably another few more months before I changed to another hairstyle bah...

Attended my first lecture of the semester, well all I could say is "back to school now..."...kinda not used to it because was spending 6 months in my internship company, and now back to school and learn and study....I really need time to adjust.

I'm so sleepy now and I seriously need to sleep as my lesson for tuesday starts at 9am and here I am surfing net like no business...

Anyway just some thoughts that crossed my mind that, ever since last year, someone had not talk to us (gong dumb sha ben) for quite long alr....even if I really attempted to start a topic with this person, the person just seems to treat us like stranger. Well, we're going to be classmates soon so....we shall see how it goes. Because, it's going to be the last semester of my poly life, and I really hoped that things can go back to like year 1 when everybody is so crazy and fun. (I think some of you know whom I'm talking about)

2009-10-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

Whoa it's time for me to blog le...hehe i know i know, i very long nv blog but you can't blame me coz i've been quite busy with project and work. So today actually got a day off from banquet coz hafta attend ching wei's (my senior's) birthday party at Aranda.

It's so nice to see all my seniors, friends and juniors at the party. But quite sian coz Hui Min nv accompany me go =P Anyway lucky there's ying shuang to accompany me all the way but she left early coz yi ting they all are leaving. So i stayed awhile to chit chat with qianhui and the rest.

And most surprising is.....Ish is there too. Lol!!! So coincident!!! Haha...but it's quite nice to have a gathering once in awhile to catch up with the rest. Everyone's like so surprise with my hair, like my seniors, they can't even recognise me...Wei Tian and Xiujun. lol!!!

Ok let's hope that I'll have time to blog from now onwards. =) It's going to be another busy day tomorrow. Let's hope work will be relaxing for me...luckily monday's lesson is only 4-6pm Hehe...

2009-09-28T15:05:00.002+08:00

Time has flies so fast and it's gonna be October soon.

It means it's starting school soon and I'm starting to miss school and everybody. I have to really cherish this next semester because aft that, everybody will be graduating and won't be seeing each other that often.

Here I am working to save up money to travel after I graduate. It's going to be another learning experience for me.

Life is always a choosing path for us, is either you choose to left or right. Life is always never a straight path. We have to learn to make decision and to know, even if we choose to wrong path, we still have to move forward because you have already chosen and there is no turning back. So we have to chiong ar!!! (Ok a bit off...i know)

Anyway, Rui Xin, sorry I really have no time to blog about the trip. But maybe we can just remember it in our heart. I'll try my best to elaborate as much as I can when I have the time.

I really can't wait to travel....place decided: Pulau Tioman and Pulau Redang on April 2010. =)

I am learning Bahasa Melayu from Xinyi currently...hopefully it'll be useful when we're going there. Hehe...

2009-08-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!!

*Yawn...* This weekend has been very tiring for me because I had to go market with my mum to help out at my dad's stall at Ang Mo Kio.........*Yawn* Hafta wake up at 6am....*Yawn...*

I'm seriously yawning while typing now....so tired....

Anyway shall update now...Friday celebrated Lani's farewell i.e. last day of work in PulseMetrics. Everyone's gonna miss her so much...http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=721067921&ref=ts#/album.php?aid=2018420&id=1139769678&ref=nf here's the link but I'm not sure if you guys can see it. Went lunch at Round Table Restaurant.. it is an indonesian cuisine buffet...next time can go with my babes but Deidre dun eat buffet neh...anyway really thank boss for the lunch and k box session.

Had a lot of fun at the K Session...too bad not everyone was there....but still there's always next time =)

Yesterday celebrated my cousin's birthday. She and her sister who's also my cousin by the way (hehe... like duhz) came my house and had dinner then the other cousin will be celebrating her birthday next month so actually wanna plan how to celebrate ended up nothing came up.

So actually wanna discussed today through phone...ended up I was so tired after came back from market...I fell asleep from 5.30pm to 9.30 pm. Then when I wasn't sleeping, nobody call me, then when I was sleeping..4 ppl called me. -.-

Then my cousin could tell I was sleeping...so ended up we didn't discuss today. Haiz...what to do, sleepy ma =P

Whoa tomorrow need to reach school at 9am all the way till 6pm ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz so early and long hour!!! Should I sleepy early meaning now or later? Hmm...........

2009-08-28T00:32:00.003+08:00

*Yawn...* So tired... @_@

Juz now was attending a online seminar/talk regarding Data Mining. Then halfway of the talk...there's no sound came out from the laptop. It's not my sound card or my laptop spoil, it's the problem over there. Haiz...so didn't really catch what the speaker was trying to say...luckily they will post the video online 24 hrs later. Good....

Anyway I gotta go and sleep le...tomorrow's another big day...Going to sing K with my colleagues at night. Ahem ahem...very long nv sing K le...hehe

Alright ppl, Aidiyoz!! =)

2009-08-27T10:21:00.002+08:00

Ok I've fixed the problem...and it's on top of the playlist...

1. 音樂盒（十指相扣）－《還魂》中文主題曲 by 鄭詩潁 <-- She's my bf's sister by the way and she sing really
2. 一樣的月光 by 徐佳瑩
3. 失落沙洲 by 徐佳瑩
4. 出口 by 徐佳瑩
5. 哼情歌 by 徐佳瑩
6. 身騎白馬 by 徐佳瑩

2009-08-27T01:19:00.005+08:00

Juz to inform you guys who had happened to pass by my blog.

For those who did not catch the chinese words in the ipod touch, I've already changed to han yu pin yin...and in case you're wondering what the han yu pin yin is referring to...here is the translation according to the order

1. 失落沙洲 by 徐佳瑩
2. 出口 by 徐佳瑩
3. 哼情歌 by 徐佳瑩
4. 身騎白馬 by 徐佳瑩
5. (THIS SONG GOT PROBLEM SHOWING IN THE IPOD, I'll fix it soon. In case you wanna listen. Click it)音樂盒（十指相扣）－《還魂》中文主題曲 by 鄭詩潁 <-- She's my bf's sister by the way and she sing really well

So hope you guys love the song list I've created. *Yawn...* Have not been enough sleep these few days..hehe coz always watch tv until very late. Anyway juz now went Orchard to buy present with my colleagues and boss. We took quite long to have our dinner and taking pics =P. Thanks boss for the treat, my gosh I'm still very full now. Then we make a quick search for the present and got it done within 10 mins. Fast isn't it? Haha...

It's so sad Lani's leaving soon. The office is gonna be even quiet and spacious (well, not a good thing also. It makes the office looks pretty empty too). Well, let's enjoy her last day on Friday then. I missed the Kelong trip!!!

2009-08-25T16:02:00.003+08:00

Hey yo...think it's time for me to get back blogging. I've missed blogger for goodness sake. I've not been touching it since June i.e. 2 months? Wow...that's long. I've been busy with playing facebook and neglected my blog.

Anyway the drama and boy over flowers craze was over for me and now it is back to serious work. And yup, I'm currently working at the same company which I had my internship for part-time. Enjoyed my stay here and at the same time...slacking when possible =P Haha..well that's not what I meant la...when it was really busy, I don't have time to slack man but it was quite interesting with the work and deliverables given.

Hmm...major project...there's really a lot of things to do man...so currently still learning the software, Adobe Flex..man, it was not easy as it look...or rather, from the start it didn't look easy to me actually.

Recently watched a couple of movies, "G.I.JOE", "Where Got Ghost", "The Orphan" and last night went to watch "Laughing Gor's Turning Point" with bf.

"G I Joe" is nice but we were late for movie, so manage to catch a small glimpse of the front and it took me quite some time to realise what the show was about. Overall the effect and the stunts were nice the in movie. Storyline wise is still not that bad. Lol...Deirdre, you still can watch two times man....whoa...

"Where Got Ghost"...is like...no commentz...I watched coz I support local production, especially Jack Neo. I catch almost every movie he had produced. Hmm..but the story line was quite disappointing except the continuation of the MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2 which made me very touched. It gave me more of an errie feeling when I was watching because for goodness sake, why there were 4-6 empty seats beside me when I'm sitting at the last row (centre of the cinema) and the whole cinema was like almost full house. -___- I can even see the person at the other end. Brrrrr....(chill on the spine)

Anyway...went to watch "The Orphan" with my 3 cousins on Saturday night. My gosh...one my cousins(female) and I were sitting next to each other and several times we were screaming and hiding our head towards each other. Haha...both of us and the other cousin who is female oso were very scared...we used all sorts of stuff to cover our eyes...well sort of cover up...like fingers, hands, hair, jacket, cardigan bla bla bla....lol....then the other cousin who is a guy is not scared at all. He juz simply sat down there and watched. Lol...basket. He was the one who suggested to watch this lo...well indirectly suggested. Haha....but I kinda like the story. It was quite unexpected......it's the sound effect that's super irritating...so loud and scary. Anyway, the lil actress, Isabelle Fuhrman who acted in this movie is good. I like her stare. Able to kill someone yet innocent at the same time.

Lastly, Laughing Gor...well...not as nice as I expected but overall I kinda enjoyed it. I felt sad for the production group coz ytd I went, the cinema was pathetic not even half full. Haiz...we reached Tampines around 8.30pm and my bf rushed to buy ticket and we had a quick dinner. Then I was shocked I was sitting on the 2nd row from the back. The show was 9.10pm...so imagine how sad the sales is..

I was playing with this quiz called What Major Is Right For You, and here is the results. (Maybe I should start thinking of what I should do in future)

You Scored as Mathematics/Statistics

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Mathematics/Statistics

100%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

81%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

81%

Education/Counseling

75%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

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2009-06-07T02:38:00.004+08:00

Right...yes i know, my blog is like.....dead for decades ok la...not so exaggerating, hmmm 2 mths dead?

Lol. So where or how should I start? Hmmm....good qn...haha

Hmmm I'll not follow Rui Xin;s and Deirdre's style of writing which is to update by dates becoz I have serious STM (short term memory) so I shall juz update whichever i can recall then...

So currently having attachment at Pulsemetrics which is at REDHILL!!! Wow...spent quite a lot of transportation though but somehow, I learned to be really punctual and wake up early that it became a daily routine. Although sometimes I tend to snooze my alarm and go back to sleep but I told myself that I have to wake up latest at 7.45am.

Yup...7.45am...(Zzzzzz) that'll nv happen to me during school time. I'll probably lazy to go school and tat explain why I'm always late. Only once in a blue moon i'll reach early XD

28 May 2009

I really love these bunch of colleagues, they're nice, fun and easy to get along. But I'm not sure I shld be happy or sad...I'M THE YOUNGEST IN THE COMPANY...though I'm already (cough cough) 20 yrs old. Haiz....once a WOMAN hit 20, u'll be afraid that 10 yrs later, u'll be 30...and time flies real fast...and I'm really lucky to have such a NICE BOSS!!! He's really kind and that day on 28 May, we celebrated his birthday so when he was not around as he went to Vietnam, we prepared for his birthday and everyone got together and we really had fun doing this. Opps...haha

Oya haven't upload the photos in facebook...shall upload the photos soon =P

Went out wif my babes a few times alr...but I really can't rmb the dates as I really have serious STM....but I rmb we went to

1.K BOX for K session,

2. then went STARBUCKS to chit-chat,

3. went shopping for Chen Wee's present and

4. SHUN BIAN bought a T-shirt for each of us of the same design =D,

5.wat else......................oya chit chat at MAC till 11+pm at Bugis...then talked a lot la...and joke a lot and laughed a lot...haha

6. MP04 project approved so went to Deirdre's house to learn ADOBE FLEX from Lih Long...T_T super duper chimiology....lolz....haiz...I bet we're gonna spent our full 2 mths holi on MP alr...

5 June 2009

Went to watch BLOOD: THE LAST VAMPIRE with Rui Xin, Deirdre, Wilson, Chen Wee and Ah Fatto.....haiz so disappointing....I was expecting smth cool and nice....ended up it was super duper LAME and ILLOGICAL thing happening in the movie. Hiaz....since it was GIANNA the actress who acted in MY SASSY GIRLFRIEND, I wanted to watch and so-called SUPPORT HER as she's an ASIAN and one of my favourite actress too....BUT SO DISAPPOINTING...THE STORY-LINE....-_- Haiz....all I can say is Gianna, u acted well in this movie... I'll probably give 1/5

Watched Terminator Salvation with Ah Fatto and his fellow uni friends at PS and whoa....thumb up for the movie but the enemy is like -__- Wth ....so weak...Lolz I was expecting more...MORE impact...haiz....but it's a very nice and touching story-line.... *sniff sniff* It's still worth watching as compared to BLOOD...(DEFINITELY!!!) 2/5

Watched Night at the museum 2 with Ah Fatto and his colleagues at NUH at The Cathay....Funny!!! That's the only word I can say....If to compare 1 and 2...I'll prefer 1 for storyline...but 2 is still worth to watch...coz there's still this humour thingy that capture everyone...but sum may think it's too lame, or sum may think....there's no storyline or smth but I mean, it'll definitely a different storyline and I doubt ppl actually expect Night at the Museum 2 to be out since 1 is like a ENDING to everything alr...but it's really still worth to watch this movie as compared to BLOOD (DEFINITELY!!! LOL!!!) 2.5/5

Haha...guess all of u are gonna like smash the monitor soon if u continue reading this....I was meeting Ah Fatto to watch Terminator tat day..so walked pass the DHOBY GHAUT station and towards PS....got one person approach me and say

"Hi, I'm from ***** company and looking for MODEL and I think you're actually someone that we're looking for (smth like that la...can't rmb wat the person said) so here's my name card and could you leave me ur name and no. so that I can contact u, and on my name card there's my company's website so you can actually have a look and you can consider whether you are interested in this or not and I'll call you a couple of days later"

Hmmmm that day I dunno why, probably was shocked by the word "MODEL" then I juz left my name and no. wif the person...probably it's gonna be like a scam thing like QL experienced...

but me? a model? lolz look at my height~~~ but i think tat day coz I wore really high high heels so she tot I'm really tall but actually ...I'M NOT...haha it's jus that my pants make me look tall nia...haha

then sunday the person called, well not really the person who gave me her name card but is her colleague who called me and asked if i was interested but I straight away told her I'm not and she asked me if i changed my mind, contact the person on the name card...HERM...then I juz replied thanks...

Hmm.....currently, addicted to RESTAURANT CITY on facebook and I played it like everyday and my gosh la...so cute and fun?! Haha....though not much things to click on...it's juz looking them cooking, serving customers and cleaning the toilet..LOL...tat's the most funny thuing....and most cute thing is you can hire your friends as your workers...so introducing my current workers:

1. Lee Lih Long (Cook, sumtime cleaner =P)

2. Yan Tong (Cook)

3. Lee Rui Xin (Waitress and forever haha coz she juz got the waitress look lah =X)

4. Deirdre Tan (Waitress cum cleaner, I bet she muz be cursing me rite now. Haha)

5. ME (Cook, sumtime waitress)

6. (Not employed yet but I'm gonna hire JENNY...Jenny u're up next and u'll be my permanent cleaning AUNTIE =P)

So cute la...Haha

Oh ya recently AMERICAN IDOL 8 juz over...haiz and sadly, the idol that I always support is not the AMERICAN IDOL, but oh well, he's still the finalist but I juz felt unfair for him. He really has a good voice and nice voice range but nobody appreciate tat...and looking at Adam Lambert's and Kris Allen, Adam's performance as better than Kris (sorry to those Kris supporter but this is really subjective but it's a fact that Adam performed better that nite) and I felt sorry for Adam.

I was browsing thru Imeem and reading the comments from Adam's and Kris' supporters. There were also Danny Gokey's fans out there commenting and they said since Danny is out, they'll move their vote to Kris coz both Danny and Kris belong to the soft and soothing voice category so that's why I think Adam lost becoz of that and they criticise that...ok probably criticise is not a nice word, they said that Adam voice is too loud ( Huh?!) Too loud?! I dun think so, that's the most attractive part of this voice. Lolz...

And I really fell in love with his song, ONE (originally sang by U2) as it really touched my heart.

Adam, in my heart, you'll always the American Idol. You rock!!

Since American Idol has finished, so juz hafta wait for season 9 I think. The only show that I'll watch on channel 5 would be (drum roll.......) PROJECT RUNWAY...that's the show that I've been watching since SEASON 1...well of coz I missed SEASON 2 and 3 I think.....but ever since then I've been watching....Oohhh....and to see all those designers' designs...wow~!! but some are really like (HERM wth is that) u know...haha

Hmm...I think tat's all for now.... =D Long post rite...haha

2009-04-11T22:06:00.002+08:00

Phew...finally finished watching a jap drama which i used 3-4 days to finish. Let me have a checklist of what Jap Drama I've done watching thruout the whole holiday.

Bloody Monday (most recent) 11 epi
Tadashii ouji no tsukurikata 12 epi
Akihabara@Deep 11 epi
Mei-chan no shitsuji 10 epi
Gokusen 1 13 epi
Gokusen 2 10 epi
Gokusen 3 11 epi
Boku to Kanojo no XXX 7 epi
Detective Conan 2 special epi
Nodame Cantabile 11 epi

Next show watching Gakko Ja Oshierarenai and Delicious Gakuin

Ehhh....actually I shld be blogging abt SIP aka attachment since everyone was like talking about it but I dun have any thing else to say except...I'm really very scared that I'll do silly mistakes during attachment or get into trouble...haiz juz hope that my colleagues and supervisor are really nice people...coz I'm really really scared that I'll get bullied in the office....I'm also scared of office poitics...ahhhhh

PLUS....need to write log book and e journal...PHEW...i tot attachment was juz going to work and learning things that can't be learned in school...ENDED UP...there's so much to do...

During the briefing, my Liaison officer, Ms Phyllis Chong handed me the book...then going thru the details of the book one by one...I was like "sweating"....thinking 'oh my god?! there's so much to do wow..'

No worry, after 16 weeks....I'll be thrilled becoz finally survived the whole SIP...oh....i can't wait to go overseas...HOLIDAY!!! SO muz save save save $$$$

Went Tampines One (the new shopping centre in Tampines Central) on thurs which is their opening day...oh my gosh...everyone was like squeezing their way thru...bf and I almost stucked at one of the escalator...surprisingly i spotted Wilson, chen wee, ish and xiang kuan at bakerzin at first...then we met again at TOPSHOP and Jeremy and his buddies too. Lolz....the shopping centre is so big..yet small enough for us to meet each other. Haha summore at the same shop.

Actually wanted to go Uni Qlo to check out the T-shirts coz having sales too...looking at the brochure of Uni Qlo really tempted me to buy a couple of the t-shirts....B-U-T!!!

IT WAS LONG QUEUE

Wow...u even have to queue to go in man..so bf and I also gave up and went Manpuku to makan and spent $20+...ok la..it's smth like shokudo but I'll prefer shokudo coz there's more choices unlike Manpuku only got abt 10 stores. Plus their dessert is PIE -.- which I would prefer to eat those japanese traditional dessert but the prices quite the same as shokudo...ya among all I love the okonomiyaki and ramen..NICE...bf and I ate moonlight okonomiyaki and shoyu ramen.

But the drinks super duper exp~!!

Yup...ok that's all i'm gonna blog abt...whooo have been watching Jap drama thruout the whole holiday and I'm so in love with those Jap actors....they're super duper cute and handsome...haha I'll post their photos and announce who are the ones that I spotted...next time...if I'm free...haiz I doubt I'll have time to spend except the weekends...luckily it's 5 days week work...phew if not.. Tampines -> Alexandra -> Tampines....whoa XIONG sia~~!!

Oya Wilson, I bought the train concession le...hehe

2009-04-03T04:21:00.008+08:00

Minasan, introducing u the latest hottie i found in jap drama. His name is Miura Haruma....I first noticed him was in gokusen 3 coz he's acting as the leader of the class so very easily noticed and the cutest and most handsome among the 6 guys.

By the way...he's born in 1990...so he's only 19 yrs old this year and his birthday is coming up 5 Apr. Oh my gosh!!! He looks so mature in his age. At first I tot he's like 21...

Then aft searching his photos, I realised he's the lead actor of Koizora...oh my gosh, I've watched the movie and I didn't realise it's him. *gasp*

This is his latest drama banner, Bloody monday...http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Bloody_Monday

I love this photo the most!!!

That's him act as Hiro in Koizora

Although it's kinda small but he still looks handsome in this photo

Miura Haruma..!!! His smile can kill man...

That's him as Kazama Ren in Gokusen 3, ya he's supposed to act as delinquent.

Yup I've watched finish Mei-chan no shitsuji...how i wish i also have a handsome butler...haiz...dream on man...anyway HAPPY and NICE ending...awwwww.....the rihito is so cute!!! His smile....oh my gosh...can make a girl faint man...anyway....as I was saying...I think there'll be Mei-chan no shitsuji SP...oh my gosh, I can't wait!!! Definitely coz hafta show Kento confession or smth like that...opps I think i've revealed too much but anyway maybe have...

Next drama i'm gonna watch is atashinchi no danshi!!! Looks kinda funny to watch...

Oh I'm left with last epi Gokusen 3!!! Fight-oh...oh!!!

Ok now I shall talk abt American Idol 8, awww I felt so sad for Megan Joy...I really like her voice...it's so unique...so jazzy and so nice...but probably she kept choosing the wrong song that can't reveal her talanted voice much but I think Anoop shld be out...sorry to those Anoop fans...coz I really love her voice la...can't bear to see her leaving the stage. She shldn't say "I dun care"...make the judges really gave up on even using the veto. Oh well, Megan wish u all the best!!!

2009-04-01T16:26:00.002+08:00

YOSHIEEEE!!!!

Just watched finish the last episode of BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS....so touching...but it was something i expected during the twist and the ending....haiz...i was expecting more...but oh well...it's still a ending that everybody wants.... =)

Okie....last night watched TOGETHER epi 7 and it's getting more exciting...oh my gosh..i can't wait for next epi to be uploaded.

Now watching Mei-chan no shitsuji...at first i tot was some kind of lame show...haha but IT'S SO NICE AND TOUCHING in the first epi that i can't stop watching the next epi. I'm totally addicted to this drama now...wahaha shitsuji = butler and all the butlers in the drama DAMN HANDSOME...if u girls are watching...better dun drool when watching...haha especially mei chan's butler...SUCH A PRINCE CHARMING or CHARMING KNIGHT...that's the best phrase i can describe. He also acted in HANA KIMI and Absolute boyfriend...yup yup his name is Mizushima Hiro

This is the link http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Mei-chan_no_Shitsuji for you to know more abt the drama.

Okie...now i going to watch gokusen 3 epi 5 and mei chan no shitsuji epi 2 at the same time. Minasan, Ja Mata neh.

2009-03-31T01:55:00.003+08:00

Ok...juz wanna update some stuff...hmmm....juz finished uploading my pics from my camera to facebook...PHEW...finally..so if u guys wanna see...can go to my album in facebook to view. =)

Oya...one more thing...I've finished watching GOKUSEN 1 and 2 already. Wahaha...now stopped at GOKUSEN 3 epi 3.....Okies....juz wanna say GOKUSEN 2 guys are more handsome than the other seasons' but I prefer the stories in Gokusen 1....that's my commentz.

Okie....9 more epi to go!!! Fight oh....OH!!!

Hmmm...actually i have a list to do...

~~Buy Contact Lens~~
Cut fringe
Buy more clothes ($$)
Watch ToGetHer epi 7
Topup EZ-link card (days w/o concession are really miserable)
Collect contact lens on wed/thurs
Watch finish Gokusen 3 (Jap drama)
Watch last epi of Boys Before Flowers (Korean Ver.)

Watch delightful girl choon hyang (Korean drama)
Watch Kami no Shizuku (Jap drama)
Watch Taiho Shichauzo (Jap drama)
Watch Tadashii Ouji no Tsukurikata (Jap drama)
Watch meichan-no-shitsuji (Jap drama)
and Jenny-wanna-watch drama, Oh! My Girl (Jap drama)

That's all I guess....ok ok u muz be thinking it's crazy to have a whole list of drama to watch...but the fact is...YEAH...i do have a HUGE LIST of drama to watch...wahaha

Ehhhhhhhhhh actually i have nth much to say...oh juz wanna say...had a great time working yesterday except that my legs got cramp when near the end of the work...itai desu nee

Ok i better have an early sleep coz meeting my babes aka stupidcliq tomorrow...yeah love hanging out with them coz really got a lot of stupid things to say and things to do....hahaha and i'm bringing my camera along...sure got a lot of unglam photos to take tomorrow....wahaha *evil laugh*

2009-03-27T20:53:00.001+08:00

*SNIFF*

So sad...juz watched finish Gokusen 1.....juz finished watching last episode and special ending episode......*sniff sniff* shed a lot of tears.....but got some part quite funny...haha

MATSUMOTO JUN is so SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-26T13:43:00.004+08:00

Currently...I'm so a 宅女 now...well I dunno wat's the translation for that but basically it's referring to a woman/girl who likes to stay at home and prefers to be seperated from the outside world. Yup...but it's not becoz I dun like to step out of my house, nobody 约我 ("date"). Haha SOOOOO sianz...so might as well stay at home and watch drama.

Another reason why I'm so 宅女now is I never doll up myself...is super unglam and ugly to the max lo....MESSY HAIR, OILY FACE, NERDY LOOK WITH SPECS bla bla bla....I better not post a pic of myself now....I afraid u will puke and have nightmare tonight. Haha

Now watching a japanese drama called ごくせん (gokusen). Actually I watched it in TV before...but missed a few episodes here and there and already came out gokusen 2 and 3. So I might as well watch this to kill time for the time being.

Casts include (those that I know): Matsumoto Jun (Hana Yori Dango), Oguri Shun (Hana Yori Dango), Hayami Mokomichi (Absolute Boyfriend) and many more...lazy to list coz really got a lot a lot of them. And some got play in Hana Kimi too but lazy to list oso. Haha

Anyway here's the description of the drama

Description:
The story of a young, idealistic teacher who enters Shirokin Gakuen with hopes of making a difference in the students' lives. However, Yamaguchi Kumiko (Nakama Yukie) is in for a rude awakening when she finds that she will be the homeroom teacher of 3-D, the hardest class to maintain in the school.

The students have multi-colored hair, sloppy uniforms, and show absolutely no respect to her. The leader of the class, Sawada Shin is lazy but bright and shows some interest in Yamaguchi when he notices that she is very different from other teachers. The students try to bully her to make her quit, but their attempts don't get them very far.

What the class and the rest of the school does not know is that Yamaguchi Kumiko is actually the 4th generation heir to the Ooedo Group, a notorious yakuza clan. Even though her family would like her to take the title of Ojou when her grandfather dies, they have accepted the fact that Yamaguchi would rather be a teacher.

Eventually, the students learn to respect their quirky teacher because of her devotion to them, and even give her a nickname: Yankumi.

Gokusen 1

Gokusen 3...this is how she looks when she is a teacher

This is how she looks when she is not with the students...haha but she of coz wear normal clothings at home...but her look is so scary...no wonder she act as the heir of the yakuza....something like a mafia/black triad

Overall I find the drama is funny and nice. =)

2009-03-25T20:26:00.002+08:00

Went to Kbox and watched 'race to the witch mountain' yesterday with Jenny, Deirdre, Wilson, Chen Wee and Rui Xin (she joined us for movie).

Kbox was shiok but I dun like is the new package which they've changed from free flow of soft drinks to only 1 drink per pax. Haiz...I still prefer party world coz they offer 2 drinks.

Hmmm...the movie was all right. At first I thought was some kind of supe power movie...ended up it's not..but overall it's ok la. I realised I haven't watch kung fu chef yet...

Have been staying at home the whole day today...watched Boys Before Flowers ep 22 and 23...so sad....got a few scenes almost cried...*sniff*

Yeah only left 1 more episode to go.....FIGHTING!!!

Oh ya for those who wanna watch the special episode whereby coz the female lead was injured due to car accident and hafta show a special epi to cover up the time to shoot the whole drama.

http://ikan.pplive.com/play/bk/vod/ed5f7bdce9923932eae9f5ca4dad465d/
This is the link but it is chinese subtitle. (Sorry Jenny, you'll have trouble reading the subtitle i guess haha)

2009-03-19T20:21:00.002+08:00

Omg...I really love the sound track of Boys Before Flowers.

Now it's on my music player. On the right.

Track Listing
Paradise - T-Max
My Thoughts Are Bad - SS501
Do You Know - Someday
Stand By Me - SHINee
Lucky - Ashily
Starlight Tears - Kim Yoo Kyung
A Little - Suh Jin Young
One More Time - Tree Bicycles
I Know (Instr.) - Lee Jung Sik
Opening Title (Paradise Intro.) - T-Max

Supposedly there are 10...but the song list has 31...which includes of some mini songs la...well juz browse through and u'll really really fall in love with the songs.

Yeah NEW LOOK!!!

2009-03-19T19:09:00.006+08:00

I'm referring to my blog. Hehe...new blog skin!!! NEW LOOK!!!

Recently have been watching Boys Before Flowers (hana yori dango korean ver.)...and I'm really addicted to it. I can't wait for the rest to be aired. Oh my...left a few more epi to go. Have to wait till they air it in Korea on 23 mar...now only at ep 21...4 more to go.

I think this drama is very familiarise to everyone. Haha...there's Taiwan version, there's Japanese version. Now Korean version. WOOOOO I think Korean version is the nicest...haha a lot of surprises though I've knew the original story line. Still.....very worth it to watch. NICE NICE!!! Ok I'm sounding a bit childish now...

When Jenny first told me about this drama...I went to see the pictures of the casts...then was very disappointed with the male lead, GU JUN PYO by Lee Min Ho. He looked kinda ugly in the photos.

Then I watched the drama...wow he's hot. Really hot...he looked like Jerry Yan who acted as the male lead in Taiwan version of Hana Yori (Meteor Garden). Still...I don't like his curly hair...I prefer his straight hair.

*Drooping* The korean version's guys are really very HANDSOME..they're super duper hot. The one acted as Rui, known as Yoon Ji Hoo in Korean by Kim Hyun Joong is extremely hot...he really has the depression look...but when he smile...can really melt a person's heart. Lol...a bit exaggerating la but I'm serious lo. The start of the drama, his hair totally sucks...but near the middle of the drama, he cut his hair and look so much neater and nicer. Lolz.

Kim Bum who acted as So Yi Jung (the casanova in hana yori, forgot the japanese name of his) IS VERY VERY VERY VERY GOOD LOOKING. Trust me...everytime he appears in any scene...I will straight away look at him and can't leave any sight of him. Oh my god...this one is really can melt a girl's heart no matter how he look, whether he's smiling, crying or watever expression. And you know what...HE'S OF THE SAME AGE AS ME!!! *GASP*

The other one...so-so la...haha the not so outstanding among F4, Song Woo Bin as Kim Joon (Mei Zuo) Haha...he doesn't really look like asian but sumhow he is la...haha

The female lead very pretty lo. I think she acted well in this drama. I'm very jealous with her complexion...She is Koo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di (shan cai/makino) and she's damn cute though she's 25 yrs old but she doesn't look old.

Yup Yup...After watching this drama, I have a sudden urge to learn Korean. ^-^

Woo Bin, Yi Jung, Jun Pyo, Jan Di and Ji Hoo (I like their uniform)
P.S. The pic looks distorted so it'll be better for you to click and view it. =)

F4: Woo Bin, Ji Hoo, Jun Pyo and Yi Jung

F4 !!!

F4: Jun Pyo (see he look nicer in straight hair), Ji Hoo (omg, his smile...), Yi Jung and Woo Bin (this is his old photo, ugly leh...now look better)

If you guys wanna see more pics or know more about this drama, this is the link i got the pics from by the way http://www.squidoo.com/boys-before-flowers

2009-03-06T03:38:00.002+08:00

Juz a couple of updates about wat I'm doing now...

Have been rotting at home since the last paper, it's pretty bored at home so have been going out wif my friends for the past few days.

Firstly, went to work and almost like volcano erupted with a couple of 臭八婆。 I shall not elaborate on that.

Next, went to watch "Marley and Me" with Wilson, Deirdre, Rui Xin and her beau aka my long lost friend, Cheng at Downtown East, Ehub on thursday night. (Yeah was quite shocking rite, my babe's beau is sum1 I met in IRC 5 yrs ago and didn't chat wif each other for a long time and now...IS MY BABE'S BEAU. Lol the world is so small. I didn't expect that too...and found out on the same day itself too)

*This poster is damn cute*

Hmmm planning a trip with the babes to go BINTAN and we've already booked our trip. So you won't be seeing us in Singapore from 9 Mar to 11 Mar. Yupz shall update u guys wif photos

Yup then went to watch "PUSH" with Wilson and Deirdre this afternoon (thurs afternoon) and the show was nice but not as nice as I expected it to be and the ending wasn't wat I was expecting too. But overall the storyline was nice. I like the plot and everything. It's just that...the ending is quite lame.

*These are the posters*

And I love this season's AMERICAN IDOL...but I can't believe Tartiana got in the wildcard round. I think others deserve it more. She's so...irritating with her laughter and behaviour and and and I dunno how to describe her athough she did sing very well during the top 12 round and she didn't get in. But I think others deserve the place more than she does. Anyway the current top 9 really deserve to be in the top 12. I really hope Alisha can win. She has really good voice. So is Lil Round...oh she's damn awesome!!! Her voice really damn powerful.

Okie I'm pretty sleepy rite now coz it's 4.20am and I really needa sleep now. Chaoz

P.S. American Idol rox!! (K i do sound a bit childish right now and i dun care =P )

2009-02-23T18:32:00.005+08:00

Ok i know i very long nv update alr...coz no time lahz.

Anyway juz a couple of updates abt myself. Currently mugging for my exam which is only one paper which is a very hectic and lotza lotza things to memorise paper. Yeah.

Just finished planning the graduation night it was a total success! *Cheerz* Really not in the mood to celebrate right now. After the exam then celebrate.

Then erm if you wanna see more photos. Go to my facebook and see =)

Yup and I've changed my playlist too. I love SHINee's songs so you can slowly listen to their songs on my playlist. Yup they're 100% cute koreans. Actually I only find one is cute, the rest..ok only lahz. Haha JONGHYUN very cute (my cup of tea, lol)!

JongHyun is the one in front

Then the back from the left is ONEW, TAEMIN, MINHO and Key

Onew, Taemin, JongHyun, Minho (the tallest 1.81m) and Key

Onew(leader), Taemin, JongHyun (lead vocal), MinHo and Key

Onew, Taemin (lead dancer), JongHyun, MinHo and Key (lead rapper)

OKAY U'RE GONNA SEE SOMETHING THAT U MIGHT FALL OFF FROM THE CHAIR~!!!

Lol...to tell u the truth, I oso not sure who is who but based on wat I noticed in their features I shall make my guess.....

From the left is ONEW, Taemin, then i dunno come from where wan but is not member of SHINee, then my fav, JongHyun, then MinHo and Key

Yea actually wanna change blogskin oso but very lazy and troublesome. Haha I'll do it after my paper. After my paper...I'm gonna chiong all my drama alr. Haha and I can't wait to go BINTAN and malaysia. Wheeee!!! Ok..enuf of the craziness...back to study now. Chaoz

2009-01-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

This is a translation from ruixin's blog post:

We have been together for 2 years, 7 months and 3 days. It will be our 3 years anniversary in 53 days.

You are a person who likes to be romantic, you will definitely do something that will be very touching.

I can't stop smiling whenever I think about it...

Still remember, you brought me to the carnival during our first year anniversary. Thought that we will just call it a day, but I never thought of seperated from you along the way. I couldn't find you and was so anxious that I almost cry. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice from an announcement...

"Hello, are you looking for me? I know you can't see me and unable to find me too. I just want to tell you, even if I'm not by your side, I will still be with you. So, you don't have to search anymore, because so long you love me, I will stay along by your side forever and will never leave you again. Ok?"

In a blur vision, I see you coming near me and I will never forget hugging you in front of so many strangers who give us their bless to us.

I still remember, on our second anniversary, I was assigned to other country to work so we were unable to celebrate together. I was only left with less than 3 hours to rush back to Taipei, I called you but you told me you've slept, asked me to go back home early to have a rest, and talk about anything the next day.

I've bet you've forgotten what day it is that day...

I comfort myself on the way home, decided to have a feast by myself to celebrate. I switched on the livings room's light, what I saw was a dining table filled with roses surrounding a sumptous feast.

I saw something written on the side "I know you're hungry, so I've cooked for you"

I happily finished up the romantic supper you've prepared, I went in to the washroom and saw my bathtub was full of rose petals and even...warm water in it.

On the mirror, it was written "I know you are cold and tired, so I've prepared warm water for you."

I was so very surprised, don't tell me that you came before I do.

There's a pig!

Lying on the bed, smiling, looking at me and say "I know you'll miss me, so, I've waited here for you..."

Having the past 2 experience, I'm very curious.

53 days later, what kind of romantic stuff is waiting for me?

50 days...you said you've not been feeling well, so I accompanied you to go for a check-up

45 days....the medical report is out, you laughed and said you were scaring yourself.

40 days...while working, I received a call from your colleague saying you've fainted.

35 days...you've hospitalised, you joked and said it is an excuse to skip work.

30 days...finally you can't hide from me anymore, cancer of the stomach...last stage...

25 days...you still wouldn't let me take care of you.

20 days...you simply ignore the fact that both my eyes were filled with tears, the only ONE time that I stepped into the ward to take a look at you, you only passed me a letter...and then you said two words "GET OUT"

15 days...you went into a serious coma and you were being sent into the operation room.

10 days...I remembered the letter, I took out and read...then I cried but tears just couldn't come out from my eyes.

5 days...you left the intensive care, although you've come round, doctor told me "please be mentally prepared"

0 days...this day...is the day that everything turns to zero. I finally....finally before you close both of your eyes, I said "I....don't love...you anymore..."

"I don't love you anymore"

Finally....

Till now, this letter still left a deep impresion in the bottom of my heart...

"...I know I have not much time left...sorry...unable to celebrate our 3rd annversary...I said before 'so long you love me, I will stay along by your side forever and will never leave you again.' However, I can't even fulfill this little promise to you, and even said that 'I know you will miss me, so no matter what, I will wait for you here'

But today, I can't continue with myh life...

Now, a person who can't even stay by your side, how can he beg you to love him?

Now, a person who can't stand here and wait for you, how can he bear to see you miss him?

to be contiued

YES AH!!!

2009-01-18T00:07:00.003+08:00

Juz to tell everyone...I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE...FINALLY after my 2nd attempt.

Phew....it was a very INTERESTING test I can say. ^-^V

Haiz but very sad...muz wait till 6-8 weeks then can get my driving license card...but I actually can start driving now coz I got the letter as a proof that I passed my test. Wooohooo I also got my P-plate alreaedy...WHEEE hahahahahaha

Really muz thank my tester. At first I thought I'm doomed this time round...coz the start I already made a huge mstake coz i too kan chiong...then wrong position to turn right...but overall was ok..but I didn't do S-course and crank course...LUCKY sia...haha i very scared I'll mount kerb for that wan coz during the test I was very nervous. Lolz...my first circuit course was parallel parking and then we wait for the previous car to finish his or her parking. Then he help me put neutral gear and hand-brake. I was so anxious and nervous until I still pressing the clutch and brake and my legs wereshaking like mad.

Haha then he lecture me by saying "relax..dun be so tensed up. When ur nerves breaking, u cannot focus and drive. How to drive when your legs are so tensed." Lolz...haha then I did parallel parking, directional change, slope and vertical parking. Vertical parking was the last one I did in the circuit then he asked me "you want to continue with the circuit courses or you want to go to the road?" Then i HUH?! He repeat his question then I think for awhile...then i replied "ROAD"...Haha phew... I rather go to the road lo...I dunno why that day I very nervous when I'm in the circuit. Lolz. I thin he know I very nervous that's why let me choose.

I also became a bit confident then he asked me "you know how to go out to the road?"
I replied "ya , i know."
Then he said "ok find a way to go out to the road"
Then i "hor, ok"

Then I drive out lo...but before I got near the entrance, he suddenly said "you can choose any route you want"
Then I "HUH?!"
Then he said "you never practise meh? you choose lah..left or right"
Then I "HUH?! Hor ok"

Damn funny...throughout the whole test I kept "HUH?!" at him..lolz

Lolz...since he said that then I drove all the way left. Hahaha...like that I can prevent from being penalised of not keeping on the left of the road. Lolz...since I get to choose the route. I damn confident already. Haha damn smooth all the way on the road...then when I'm about to get near a junction...

He say "you know how to go back school?"
I replied "ya..."
He say "ok then you go back school now"
I replied "ok =)"

Lolz...all was all right until I reach the school. Then suddenly say "find a safe area to park the car"
Then i was thinking wat he meant by safe area.
Then I turn right then I forgot have zebra crossing...then forgot to look out for pedestrian...then he say "WAIT...you got see pedestrian"
Then I "OH..."
then was thinking...SHIT LA....this time confirm fail liao la...i was so distracted by his question "safe area" then i never notice the pedestrian.

Then i very sadly parked my car then he went upstairs already then i faster take my bags and i followed up. Lolz.

Damn sad la...throughout walking to the tester office. Then he asked me to sit down. Then he went to print out the result slip. Then the next table also got one candidate and the tester. The tester ask if she know wat's her mistake then told her to go to the room to watch a video. The video is actually for those who've passed, then let them see a "education" video on safety driving.

Then after she left, my tester came to sit down and asked me
"you know where's your mistakes?"
I replied " ya..the starting my positioning...."
Then he stopped me and asked "you got hear what the tester told that candidate?"
Then i said "ya...her parallel parking.."
Then he said "no...u got hear where he asked the candidate to go to?"
Then i said "ya..."
Then he stand up and passed me the paper "follow the candidate"

Then i stunt...coz I didn't expect that to happen...and I wasn't prepared for aniting too. Then i asked "HUH?! I PASSED AR?!"
Then i looked at the paper... "PASSED"

Then I almost cry...There were tears in my eyes...then I said very loud "THANK YOU" ..then I left the room. Lolz!!!

NEW BLOG SKIN!!!

2009-01-06T01:54:00.003+08:00

Yeah finally changed a new blogskin..took me quite long to find a nice wan and hafta change the details.

Going to highlight my hair with ruixin and deirdre later...Chaoz =)

I want to...

2009-01-04T03:10:00.005+08:00

I want to travel around the world...although somtimes I like to stay at home and chill by myself...

I still wanna be in a different place, a different world to explore...and a different experience to gain. That's why if people ask me..I would LOVE to travel around the world.

I've been to Bintan, Indonesia and I fell in love with the sea, night view, stars and the first time I get to see SCORPIO. It's very nice. I still rmb the place I stayed at it's called LOOLA, a beach "resort" haha. It's a secondary school leadership training camp. =)

Malaysia is a definite becoz my mum was a Malaysian and since young I've been travelling to Malaysia from Johor, to Kota Tinggi, to Perak, to Ipoh, to Arostar (not sure of the spelling). My grandma stay in Perak so almost every Chinese New Year I'll go to Perak to celebrate...I prefer the atmosphere there...

Ya and my dad used to drive his passenger van from Singapore all the way up to Arostar then to Thailand. It's damn cool. If I'm not wrong, we went to Bangkok and Chiang Mai and Phuket Island. =)

I went to Tioman Island before...that's in Malaysia haha...then went to China twice. Once is school fieldtrip and the other one is travel with my family. My boyfriend went with my family too.

These are photos taken during the school fieldtrip. =)

Went to Taiwan too...but didn't like the tour group and the tour guide. Haha...I've decided to planned my trip to Taiwan myself...haha I can choose to go where I want anyway =)

I guess the most unforgettable trip will be Malaysia trip with Rui Xin, Arvind, Kang Jie and Chin Wee. First time going overseas with friends (apart from school stuff of coz, coz w/o teachers). A very impromptu and fun trip that I will definitely rmb. We get to be independent and to plan our route when everthing is all LAST MIN. Ok I can't wait for the next Malaysia trip with them this coming HOLIDAY!!! Wooohooo

My dreamed country to go is JAPAN!!! Wooohooo!!! Haiz..actually can go Vietnam wan lo...coz there's a wedding dinner there but clash with my school day...and not very closed relative also. Missed a chance to go Vietnam. Nvm...there's always a chance to go. I believe!!!

2009-01-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

Ok juz gonna update a couple of stuff since I'm a bit emo now and people have been bugging me to update so here we go...

Recently juz changed my N73 to Samsung F480 (gold colour) and I noticed a couple of people having tis phone.

So here the front view...

The front view with cover (so it's gold)

Actually I wanted a pink wan...but no stock (sadz...so nice!!)

Yup actually wanted to change to Deirdre's phone, Sony Ericsson G900

Sorry I know the image looks a bit cui

Anyway yea was talking about phone...sian leh...wanted this phone but dun haf stock...so the sales girl recommended samsung F480 but I want pink...dun haf stock oso...sianz I like G900 coz it has WIFI function...F480 doesn't have.

Okie you've seen enough pictures rite? Coz I'm actually clueless of wat to update...2008 has been a very stressful and disastrous year...my resolution for 2009 would be A BETTER year, better economy coz I dun want to be jobless once I gradate and everyone to be happy =)

Actually now I'm having stomach ache...probably is yesterday's KFC meal...coz my stomach has not been feeling good....so I'm going to the toilet now...CHAOZ!!!

Yup a lot of things has happened especially to our BEN BEN ...seriously very happening !!!

Next person is our SHA SHA who is also very happening but not as happening as BEN BEN

Last person I wanna say is DUMB DUMB...faster leh...we all waiting for you to have girls outing and girls talk. I can't wait for BUFFET!!! Wahaha!!!

2008-10-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

Ok i'm very sorry coz i'm pretty lazy to update my malaysia trip. So please kindly search for my friend => RUI XIN's blog to read up =)

2008-10-15T14:22:00.040+08:00

Sorry ppl, i've yet have time to arrange the photos and the story together...so you can browse through the photos from the bottom to the top coz that's how it supposedly to be arranged but no time to do it haha...anyway i'll get it done asap...so currently there's so caption for any photos. Enjoy. =)

IMPROMPTU TRIP!!!

2008-10-14T17:40:00.011+08:00

Yo, I juz came back from Malaysia. Although I reached home at 1pm...after unpacking the stuff from my bag and had a great shower, finally had the time to blog.

Ok, first of all, this trip wasn't planned initially, it was all of a sudden on 6th oct our clique wanted to have an outing on 12th oct...so we were discussing whether to go either 1. Picnic at Mount Faber, 2. Prawning or 3. Ice-skating.

I chose ice-skating and then not long later Arvind smsed to ask whether wanna go Malaysia....then everyone said ok. Haha it was damn random...however there were only Arvind, Kang Jie, Chin Wee, Rui Xin and me who went to Malaysia on sunday, 12 oct.

But the whole trip wasn't well-planned, it was kinda impromptu, wherever we feel like going, we'll go around. We only hanged around Johor. So here I go ellaborating as detailed as possible for the 3D2N trip.

1st Day: Kang Jie, Chin Wee, Rui Xin and I were asked to meet up at Kranji station to take 170 in to Johor. Then (basket) meet 2pm...although I reached at 2.30pm, the rest reached at 3.15pm...(yawnz) I waited at Kranji until I almost fell asleep. They damn long lahz...anyway...when they first saw my hair, all were damn shocked!!! Hahaz...then we reached Johor custom to meet Arvind...and he got a shocked too when he saw my hair.

So he brought us to the hotel called J.A. Hotel. Fees spent @ RM130 for one room...when all 5 of us squeezed into 1 room..luckily there's 2 beds...so Rui Xin and I occupied one bed, and the other bed shall let the other 3 guys fight for it. Haha one bed is juz nice for me and rui xin...imagine how "big" the bed is... haha luckily there's a armed chair/couch so the poor chin wee slept on the chair while the other 2 BIGGER SIZE guys slept on the bed.

After we put our bags at the hotel, we went to City Square to makan. We decided to had our lunch cum dinner at a restaurant called VIVO, american food. So sad =( , Rui Xin and I wanted to order BLUEBERRY MOUSSE CAKE wan...but dun haf...haiz...but we ordered Bolognese speghetti, hmmm I still prefer Singapore's wan...summore...the mushroom soup damn watery...

Then we went to Dangah Bay which is near the sea...it's a place like Singapore's Fisherman's Village. First when we reached, we were wondering what we're gonna do later...so we walked to one end and it was damn boring and we even saw RATS!!! running around the shore. Damn gross!!! Luckily we'll on top of the pavement so the rats can't actually reach us but...IT'S STILL VERY GROSS when u can see rats that are SUPER DUPER HUGE!!! RX and I were screaming when we first saw...EEEWWW then the guys were like laughing at the rats...and at us -_-

Then it was so darn boring...we deided to walk to the other end....and on the way we saw mini train that is to tour around the place for tourists. Lolz...damn bo liao...juz making rounds and rounds. Then we also camwhore(will update soon).

THEN WE FOUND A PLACE WHERE IS FULL OF CHILDHOOD MEMORIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's a carnival there. OOOWWWWW, I missed bumper cars, pirate ships, roller coaster etc. Haha....then we were all damn high...coz finally a place for us to enjoy. So we played bumper car at first which is RM8 per person...so darn fun...haha but my legs too short...so I had difficulty pressing the pedal...haha then the 3 guys were like bumping me and rx. Darn pain lahz...and the impact was damn huge. Haha and luckily other than us, there were 4 other ppl playing wif us. SO FUN!!!

Then we played the mini roller coaster which costs RM8...at first we thought was nothing much...but it as mini roller coaster that went inside the CONTAINER with "GHOSTS" inside but all looked darn fake...so when we were settling down, the music was on..and the music was darn eeriee...then I looked at rx, then she looked at me...then we all SHOUT..."why this kind of music wan!!!"

It was 2 seaters for each cable, so Arvind and Chin Wee were sitting at the first 2 seats in front, then followed by me and raisin, then kang jie alone behind me and raisin. ARGH...the basket Arvind....he purposely go pushed one of the fake "GHOST" that was hanging in the air to scare me...BASKET!!!

Then we went to the 360 degrees turn ride which is RM6...SUPER DUPER FAST but it's not scary... We screamed juz for the sake of screaming haha...then I got a bit dizzy when I got off the thing. Haha then we started cam whoring at the carnival again and there's another mini train that tour around the whole carnival and it's darn cute and pretty. We even took photo with it (will update soon).

Then we decided to find a place and chill, so we went into the DANGAH BEACH CLUB where there's stall that served alcohol drinks...and we ordered SATU(1) BUCKET OF HEINEKEN which costs RM43 with fries and at first we thought there were DUAPULAS(12) bottles coz we asked her...ended up we kanna tricked...there were only EMPAT (4) bottles in 1 bucket...so the 12 bottles is she tot we getting 3 buckets coz there was promotion for 3. But we can't drink that much lahz...summore exp lo...RM110 siaoz...confirm vormit sia...

Then luckily there was music performance and the atomosphere was darn good...and had heart to heart talk again. Haha aft that we had BIG PROB going back to the hotel...no TEKSI (cab). Lol...

Then we went outside the place and tried hailing a cab. Then as we walked down... we found a bus-stop but the surrounding damn ulu ulu. Then we waited, not long later, a cab finally saw us. Coz before that we tried hailing but they juz drove passed us. Then finally went back to the hotel and then suddenly one person said..."HUNGRY LEHZ....LET'S GO EAT..."

Haha so we went to the hotel, took more money wif us and went to a prata shop near the hotel and started eating. We ordered 8 prata ended up we got 2 free prata...but seriously...WE ALL CAN'T FINISH UP...haha and the indian uncle very funny, at first he asked us if we want any curry, so we ordered AYAM curry (chicken) and IKAN curry (fish).

Then aft that he gave us MORE curry, which is the DAL curry (u know the KACHANG BUTEH then the indian always sell, the yellow yellow bean) yup...then after that I dunno why Arvind or Kang Jie tot is SAMBAL curry then the uncle suddenly give us sambal chilli...HAHA he tot they want sambal chilli then he go take...BUT HOW TO EAT WITH PRATA? lol....damn funny...then the whole table was full of CURRY and PRATA (RM26.60 total)...hahahahaha (pics will update soon).

After that, we went 7-eleven to buy poker cards and mineral water (RM2.50). All of us went in to see wat we're gonna buy then chin wee went out after that to smoke. So aft we paid our items, we went out of the store and saw a stranger talking to chin wee. Then when the uncle saw us, he left. Then we asked cw how come he know that person....then actually is....

"He asked me whether I want any girl for the night" cw explained...haha

Anyway after that we went back to the hotel to slack. We took turn to shower...before that I said I wanted to BERAK (shit) when raisin was showering...then the guys all said "YOU BETTER BE THE LAST ONE TO SHOWER I TELL U"

Haha...but I really taboleh tahan (cannot stand it) so in the end they still let me go next to shower and berak. Right, SUPPOSEDLY this whole trip is 2D1N. We managed to pursuade and PSYCHO kj to stay for another day. So after a very hard pursuasion, and of course his own willigness, he decided to take off from work. YEAH!!!

So here comes the problem...we dunno where to go next?! This is not planned at all. It's a last minute decision so yup...we decided to play DAI DI while discussing...in the end..........NOTHING!!!

So we decided to turn in and decide tomorrow. LIGHTS OUT and there....in the middle of the night I snatched blanket with raisin (that's what she told me lahz). Haha

2nd Day: all of us slept too soundly that we kept on snoozing our alarm..until 11.15am when we're actually supposed to check-out at 12pm. Haha...

Still, we haven't decide where is our next destination. So we decided to go to the nearest shopping centre to the hotel which is CITY SQUARE to find something to eat. Then I suggested to go POPULAR to find a map and see. So we did....

I know it looked damn cheap skate or BUDGET lahz but no choice lahz...we are really budget mahz....so we found the section where there's FULL OF MAPS then we were flipping through the books then found a place that is with pictures that caught all our attention.

KOTA TINGGI WATERFALL

Lolz....so that's how we decided for our next destination. =) Then we remembered we didn't have enough undergarments and clothes. So Kang Jie, Me and Rui Xin went to shop for undergarments at city square. Then after that we went to the nearest shop houses that is near city square to find clothes for Kang Jie.

As usual, Malaysia there're too many cats so there's this one cat that walked passed raisin in the shop without her realising..until me and chin wee told her that the cat juz walked passed her and the distance was super darn close to her. She freaked out and screamed. Hahaz

Then we went to makan(eat) at the nearest coffee shop. I ordered NASI AYAM (chicken rice) and it's nice. I like the sauce a lot. Then we were actually half way eating, raisin suddenly SCREAMED!!! Everyone in the coffee shop looked at us...then sitting beside her was really SHOCKING....lol....there was a cat walked passed her leg and so she felt the fur of the cat. And the cat licked her if i'm not wrong. Lolz.

Hahaz...so funny. Then the cat left and sat beside kang jie's bag. haha...RAISIN THE CAT LOVE TOO MUCH LAHZ. Anyway I needed to buy tissue coz there's no toilet paper in Malaysia's public toilet...VERY TROUBLESOME....so there's this malay uncle walking around to sell tissue, then I wanted to test my MELAYU standard so I went up to him and asked him for tissue and how much in malay. Then u know wat? He replied me in mandarin "一块钱(RM1)" lolz.

Then we took bus and head down to KOTA TINGGI...the bus fair is RM4.90. It was a long ride which is about 1 to 2 hours. All of us were stoning like mad...haha then kj was playing psp, arvind and chin wee slept. So left me and raisin talking and stoning throughout the whole journey. Then the bus drove passed ULU TIRAM where my aunt stayed...wow I didn't know the place is so darn big that the bus looped around the place then to KOTA TINGGI.

Finally we reached the KOTA TINGGI terminal. Arvind decided to buy a prepaid card for malaysia line so that easier to make a call when we're at the waterfall. So once we've done with that, we went to look for a cab. I got a shocked that this INDIAN man talked to us in English very well. Coz at such a ulu ulu place can find such a person who can really speak good English. Anyway managed to find a cabby who's willing to give us 5 people a ride to the waterfall...so we spent RM20 on cab fare.

The uncle drove like daytona sia...damn fast, especially the turn...lol damn shiok ar...coz the uncle nv on air-con so need to wind down the window for fresh air. Haha. I remembered the last time I went to Kota Tinggi waterfall was.....10 years ago? It changed so much now...there's even entrance fees that need to be paid...last time no need...it's open to public.

Haiz..but entrance fees not cheap too..it's RM9 for each person. BUT if we stay at the resort, it's free entry. So we discussed and decided to stay at the resort there. Then we went in for free and we head straight to the reception office.

The hotel is RM110 for one night and chalet is RM130 for one night...so we decided on the chalet but where got such thing as only 3 people allowed to stay at the chalet...extra people, extra charge. WTH....then me and raisin decided to put on an act that we're going off...so let the 3 guys settle on the money and stuff.

Then after we've put our bags down and changed to our clothes, we're ready for the WATERFALL...from the start, it was like we're going on a hike...the stairs that goes up to the top of the waterfall is damn LONG....phew...but the hardwork all paid off when we enjoyed ourselves at the NATURAL JACUZZI(i dunno how to spell). The current is damn strong lahz...SUPER SHIOK AR!!! Then we were playing with water like small kids splashing each other. I drank the water...so refreshing...taste really like mineral water. But we discovered some cute stuff, fish in the water, tadpole, frogs and even CRAB! lolz.

Then after we went further down to play the slide. At first, Kang Jie said he can' stand in the water, so we all thought it was quite deep...then chin wee asked whether we can swim to the other end where there's the slide...then me and raisin were not pretty sure we can or not...so chin wee and kang jie swam to one side where there's a big rock for them to rest...then they swam...and then Arvind was shouting "WHO SAY THE WATER IS DEEP? I'm standing now wat" Haha....damn funny...then the 2 idiots swam for nothing.

Then we saw a couple walking on the "water" (not literally) to the slide. Then all of us were like "????????" Then me and raisin went check it out...CHEY there's a walkway to the slide lahz...then all of us were like idiots trying to swim from one end to another end to the slide. Then Kang Jie, Chin Wee and Arvind were at the slide...then when they were about to slide down...THE LIFE GUARD whistled!!! Then all of us turned back...then he said we can't go down...then I looked at a signboard near the slide..it says we must used it with a TUBE...

LOLZ!!! We took so much trouble to go play the slide...ended up we can't. Haha then we decided to end our water activity and makan because Arvind said the restaurant will open until 7pm...but by the time we're done playing was like 6.30pm then we already saw them cleaning up and stuff...so there's only left with "CUP NOODLE!!"

Haiz so we faster went back to the chalet to take our money and hp to makan. Then we were eating curry noodle (maggi brand)...SHIOK SIA....because we haven't change to our clothes...so we're feeling quite cold but after eating the HOT CURRY NOODLE...yummy. Then when we're done eating at the bench...we had a visitor....THE MILLIPEDE!!!

My gosh..it's so huge....I think it's about 20-cm long. EEEEWWW looks at its legs....looks damn gross....haha looking at it crawling really freaked me out. Haha so since the millipede is there...we guessed it's time for us to return to our "home sweet home" so I was the first wan to shower, then followed by raisin, then the 3 guys fight for the toilet coz chin wee and kang jie wanna berak oso. Haha .

Then we found out that the TV in the chalet....WAS SO....."clever" to have a TV without any channels except for the DVD player. OMG....and we didn't bring any DVD or VCD with us...so we're BORED to death. Then we started CAMWHORING.....

Then when we're really bored after camwhoring coz chin wee's phone no batt, raisin's phone also low batt...then we checked the time...it was only 9pm so we decided to have a heart to heart talk when about 1am...raisin fell asleep...left the rest of us talking crap. Oya....there's this lady was wrapping a towel over her body next to our chalet...then chin wee was smoking then saw her coming out of the chalet, then he faster ask us to see...then we really thought that she's some kind of PROSTITUTE? then...CHEY false alarm...she was going swimming with her friends lo....DIAOZ.

to be continued....

Listen - Beyonce

2008-10-12T02:47:00.001+08:00

LISTEN by Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[Chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

2008-10-05T04:23:00.002+08:00

This video is very funny. It's a Taiwanese variety show hosted by Jacky Wu Zhong Xian. It's super duper funny. Recommended by Rui Xin...haha

The story

2008-10-05T02:51:00.005+08:00

Chapt 1

Joe says: Hey who are u?

Me says: Vicky, who are you?

Joe says: Joe. Why did you add me in your msn?

Me says: I was in the conference and I added everyone.

Joe says: Ah...ok. Are you in Hogwart Sec Sch.

Me says: Yeah...are you in sec 2?

Joe says: Yup.

That was how I knew Joe. Through MSN. Although we were in the same secondary school, same level, we had never seen each other before. We had been chatting for 4 months when 1 day he asked me this question in MSN.

Joe says: Hey, actually I've been looking for 1 girl.

Me says: Uh? What girl???

Joe says: This girl I saw during the National Day celebration. She's so cute during the performance and caught my attention.

Me says: Oh I was performing during the National Day celebration too.

Joe says: Really? So you know her?

Me says: Are you crazy? There's so many people performing. How would I know which girl you're talking about?

Joe says: Well, she's....

Me says: Hmm..is she wearing spects?

Joe says: No, I didn't see her wearing spects at all.

Me says: Long hair?

Joe says: Nope...short hair.

Me says: Hmmm....I can't recall anybody now. It's November now. 4 mths away. How can I rmb?

Joe says: That's so sad. Guess it'll be difficult for me to find her.

Me says: Don't worry, I'll help you find her.

Sometimes, I really think I'm just being busybody.

Joe says: Serious? But how?

Me says: I'll form a team called JOE'S DREAMGIRL SEARCH TEAM.

And now a thought of it, I was so childish then.

to be continued...

2008-10-03T03:28:00.002+08:00

Was browsing thru the youtube videos and I saw this VLOG by Tai Long...lolz...wow...not only Taufiq was doing VLOG...haha Hey Taufiq...waiting for ur next VLOG.

Anyway, Jun Xian from 1E02, freshie, sent me an email and was a link to a very touching story. But it wasn't complete becoz this website is meant to sell novel so, if you wanna know the rest of the story, you're gonna hafta buy it. =(

Anyway here's the link. www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm but the storyline was pretty predictable like...shhh i'm not supposed to tell u. read it on your ownself...haha

I wonder how i'm gonna read the other chapts. It's so tempting to buy the novel...$12.80.

Today...

2008-10-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

Yup it looks so much neater now!!! Yup I was organising the links of my friends in my blog...and PHEW...it looks so so so much neater but I took a very long time to get it done, spent about 30 to 45 mins to put who under which category.

A look at it...yea I do have a lot of links from the PRSS peeps so I re-organise them into sub category. There...so much better.

Then I realised I have a lot of TP peeps links too...haha

Oh well let's talk about today. Hmmm went for driving lesson...oh now felt much better and confident but still made mistakes...and today I made a super duper horrible mistakes of the whole century...I KNOCKED A POLE DOWN DURING VERTICAL PARKING...i have never knocked any pole down b4...today's the first time T_T Luckily I wasn't taking test...if not...I'll cry like mad...BUT SIAN LEH....I was so damn confident wif my circuit courses (S-course, Crank-course, slope, directional change, vertical parking and parallel parking) and today I'm like a dumb ass...knocking down a pole.

BUT TODAY I really made a lot of mistakes during vertical parking. The car is always going near to the right..that's why I knocked down the front right pole. I turned the steering wheel too early when turning the steering wheel back to the right and left again...that's why I kept on moving towards the right intead of the center.

Another mistake I made on the road which is I didn't slow down near the traffic light and I did an emergency break (which I wasn't supposed to) near the pedestrian crossing coz the light suddenly change. Sianz!!! Then the pedestrians who are the Anderson JC students laughed...haha coz was super duper LOUD SQUEEK when I pressed the break pedal.

K these are the 2 SUPER DUPER HUGE MISTAKES I've made for all the driving lessons I've had. ARGH...muz tell myself..NO MORE NEXT TIME....luckily the instructor today very good...kept on encouraging me...if not I sure super duper SAD for the whole day.

WHAT A DUMB ASS I am...you must be reading and laughing rite? Laugh all u want ba...I typed all these is to reflect the mistakes I made...SO THAT I CAN DO BETTER!!!

Okie I still haven't book my traffic police test....TOTALLY NO GOOD DATES LEH!!! The next available is 27 OCTOBER lah...yes got earlier slot... but is a friday and I alr started sch and worse still is...I STILL DUNNO MY NEW TIME-TABLE...how to book?

Actually to tell u the truth, I'm not in a rush of gettig my license now...although I kept telling others (I bet they are very sick of hearing me saying the same thing) I wanna get my license now. Ever since I lost confidence in myself...I really very scared of taking the test. Although it's a matter of time to take...still I already felt the pressure in myself.

It's like..."HEY, ur mum spent so much money investing on you to learn driving...faster take ur test and pass...and show her ur license." That's what have been haunting me...Yea...I hear the guys were saying how easy driving is blah blah blah....still I very scared lohz!!! I'm not a guy...not as "brave" and daring as them lo....

Haiz..wat am I gonna do? How did I have the courage to take driving lesson in the past? I oso dun get it. During my exam I wasn't as stress as now lo. Haiz...I think I'm more of irritated than stress bah. Driving is really fun lahz...but talking about test is seriously freaking me out.

Watever it is...I still hafta face it rite? Yea...I know you'll be saying that...thanks for reading. =)

I felt so much better now typing all these.

Pissed!!!

2008-10-01T14:34:00.001+08:00

I really hate the system la...idiot leh....wanna book test on november oso dun haf...straight away jump to december...WTF lahz...!!! Muz wait until so long...OCT totally no slots lo...basket lehz

Love this blog

2008-10-01T00:57:00.005+08:00

Happened to blog hop to this blog. I like this blogger. Everything she wanna expressed is all on the pics. Haha

Here are 2 of the pics:

this is wat happen when u find a miser as your bf

Her drawing is simply cute!!! She loves her laptop

Here's the link to her blog: http://stickgal.blogspot.com/

Driving test

2008-09-30T03:25:00.003+08:00

Totally sux lahz!!! Why with effect from 1 Oct no REFUND of cancellation? WTF?! Then very risky leh if i book...now i oso dunno when to book....sian...i very scared i can't make it for the test. I very scared lo...coz the past 2 lessons I've been making mistakes on the road. Especially lane changing...the most not confidence of all...

WATEVER LAHZ...now i oso dunno wat's my new time-table like...also dun dare to book..later clash...then summore no refund...NOT WORTH IT....but i scared i drag too long I'll forget how to drive....izit possible? I dunno lah...then the system sux like hell....the dates available at the kiosk and the dates available on the internet...SO DIFFERENT!!! like shit leh...!!!!

Argh....feel like going K...to sing my lungs out...why driving so TROUBLESOME???!!!! AND SO COSTLY!!!!

Tire+d

2008-09-28T00:19:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously very tired...BIT chalet was a success although not many ppl were there but still, I'm satisfied haha. I shall update the photos once I get from Wilson...hehe

Right...nth much happened these few days...juz that went to work at banquet for consecutively 3 days...SUPER DUPER TIRED...and I'm turning deaf soon...2 of the wedding banquet have "GE-TAI" performance...whoa...the music is damn loud....oh well nth much to talk about work.

BUT I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT MY DRIVING CENTRE...

Diao...why muz I wait till I complete my subjects then I can book the practical test? Isnt that waste of time? My last lesson which is my next lesson is 29 sept...tml....then the next practical test date is mid-december wth....by then I would have forgotten how to drive liao!!! This is so STUPID la...I still rmb that time I registered for the lesson, they say once I completed my subj 25 which was so damn long ago...I can book for my practical test...NOW....wth...they change the rule without informing us....it was only when I wanted to book the test then they say I can't book till I complete all my subj. WTH!!!

STUPID LEH...they juz wanna earn more money so that we'll book for more revision lesson...WTF!!!! argh...watever lah...idiot....so long by then I can drive...I HUAR HEE can alr...

Sian...I wanna watch HELLO! Miss....and GREEN FOREST (yea I know it's a damn long ago show but very nice)

Date

2008-09-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

Thanks to those who are worried for me. I'm all right now. Had a quarrel with bf today coz he's totally driving me nuts....给他气死了！Always play mahjong...still ask me accompany him...WHY HE CAN'T LEAVE THAT ONE DAY SPECIALLY FOR ME...yeah that's what I quarreled wif him....

Today specially said going out together...he also say leave saturday free coz we super long nv go out alr...THEN HE BASKET....wait for me too long say he not so much patient then he go find friend....THEN I PICK UP FIGHT WITH HIM...i dun care alr!! I simply raised my voice and scold like nobody business....then i demand him to cancel the meeting wif him friend...HELLO...he was the one who ask me out...then he was the one to say go out on this day...THEN HE BASKET...cannot wait for me, go ask his friend out. SIMPLY UNFORGIVEABLE!!!!

Women who are reading this, BE FIRM WIF MEN...they are simply HOPELESS!!!

Men who are reading this, A PROMISE IS A PROMISE...DUN ALWAYS BE A HEARTBREAKER AND PROMISE BREAKER...it's no wonder girls rather choose their partner as girl than boys.

Get what I mean?!

I'm not being stereotyping...but as personal experience, I really think that men are incorrigible. Sorry but that's really how I feel.

Then along the way I threw tantrum on him becoz he's simply...STUBBORN!!! Keep playing mahjong...always mahjong mahjong mahjong....yesterday he played mahjong until 4+am near 5+am then reach home...then juz now alr say wanna go play mahjong..

Anyway...since he treat me eat WARAKU, Maina Square for dinner...I shall forgive him this time round and since he bought me a necklace from perlini silver, though it's not the design I like...oh well...went shopping at Far East, Wisma, Raffles Shopping Centre then to Marina Square.

Here are the photos:

Waited for about 20 mins then got seat

Ordered Sashimi and curry Udon set.

And look at the BIG BOWL...super duper huge for curry Udon.

Stop peeping, I know you want to eat!!!

This is nice...chicken rice with egg

Drinking the curry. Yummy yummy!!!

Jameson: Come come...try some

This is seriously NICE!!! (Okie, the bowl is super huge that it blocks the view of my clothes)

Camwhore again!!! Haha

2008-09-20T15:46:00.002+08:00

~~YOU ASSHOLE....~~

You said you're going out wif me...ended up u cannot wait for me, then u ask your friend out....WAT THE FU*KING HELL IS THIS!!!!!

YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE !!!

Pay Day!!!

2008-09-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah I'm getting my pay tomorrow. =) I shall update about today soon..coz I'm pretty tired now...hafta wake up early tomorrow to renew my provisional driving license... =(

Then hafta go for lesson right after i renew the license. Yeah gonna sing K tomorrow =)

Unlucky day

2008-09-15T23:41:00.001+08:00

This afternoon i'm supposed to go back school for this game creation workshop which is organised for the secondary school and we, the 11 main comm volunteered to help out and so we have to come today to learn the basic stuff so that tml we won't have any problem guiding those kids.

BUT I was still late for the meeting thanks to the stupid bus 15. Usually I'll take to bus interchange to change to bus 23. Today I decided to take a different route, wait for bus 15 at the library bus-stop but........i waited for freaking 15 mins for bus 15 when i can actually juz board bus 8, 27 and 168. But basket I was so stubborn that I dun believe i can't board 15 ended up...i board the second 27 and change at one of the bus-stop which has both bus 23 and 15.

Ended up...3 mins later, bus 15 came. WTH!!! Seriously waste of my time boarding and alighting...luckily i'm using concession pass.

Then after the whole workshop thing, I went for work at expo...MY GOSH I was late again....coz Rui Xin, Jenny and I just about the cross the bridge, we saw 69 drove passed the bus-stop T_T

Sianz...waited for about 10+mins the bus finally came then waited for bus 24 at bedok very long, saw I took bus 31 and changed at Tanah Merah station bus-stop and yeah....12 came. So i board. But the bus was like stopping at every stop T_T

I'm super late man...then wat's most embarrassed happened was when I alighted the bus I decided to run and chiong all the way to the restaurant...but before I can cross the road I actually tripped over a rock and fell.

Oh my gosh, that's so embarrassed and luckily nobody see except for the bus-driver T_T

Sianz....

Then during work, we are supposed to keep the plates that put nuts coz the colddish is going to be served then as I was walking into the kitchen...i dropped the plates...luckily it's carpeted and the plates didn't break...

BUT I cut myself when taking out the number sign from the stand. Then was bleeding damn jia lat.......although not very deep.....still damn pain....luckily it stop bleeding when I washed the wound after serving the colddish.

WAT AN UNLUCKY DAY!!!

But today's banquet very interesting, there were two TAOIST god came to join the guest seats. HEI BAI WU ZHANG....sum of u who know, they are known as LI AH BEI....or the black and white face god...yea....which was very interesting to me becoz I've worked so long, this is the first time I'm seeing god joining the wedding banquet.

But the gods' face (sorry no offence) look very scary, or shld I say intimidating?!

Oh well, you can roughly figure out wat I'm trying to say for those who are Taoist.

Yup that's all for today....I better get some sleep coz tomorrow got workshop for the secondary school kids. For more details on today's learning of workshop, go www.bit-ig.blogspot.com

Yup and I received email from both Jeremy and Wei Xian for the band thingy. I shall start practising my violin and check this out!!!

This is our first song to practise: Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

Haha this is nice!!! A clearer view of the violin part.

Let me intro u my band members before I turn in,

Group name: (*still thinking haha*)

vocalist - nigel
lead guitarist - soon xiang
rhythm guitarist and keyboardist - debbie
bassist - jeremy
violinist - audrina
drummer - weixian

poke my name

2008-09-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

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First some popularity statistics: Regarding there were not even a single person with this name, popularity of AUDRİNA should be less than per million.

According to this calculation, we can estimate that as of September.12.2008 13:45 there are less than 434 people named as AUDRİNA in the United States and the number of AUDRİNA's should not be increasing more than 4 people per year.

http://www.pokemyname.com/index.php

Results

2008-09-11T01:15:00.003+08:00

Yo I finally got back my results...well I'm kinda happy but disappointed too with my results.

Organisational Behaviour B

Open Technology & Business Systems B+

Business Statistics B+

Basics of Entrepreneurship Pass

Principles of Marketing B+

Applied Principles for Effective Living 2 Pass

Understanding Theatre B

GPA: 2.82

Yeah...finally pull up...last sem got 2.61

Year 1.1 I got 2.90

Year 1.2 accumulated GPA 2.61

Now accumulated GPA 2.82

Actually I calculated my this sem GPA is 3.35 but becoz of my last sem...so my GPA was pulled down.

Sadded...then working with those 2 very pro wan...Jordon and Debbie...their results so good...argh totally no motivation today during work...but it was later on in the evening Debbie was telling me "Audrina, we have to sell all these today" becoz there were about 18 boxes of mooncakes over at the corner to sell.

Then finally!!! There was one very lady I was serving...bought 10 boxes!!! Oh my god.....hahaha she's so good...then there was a huge crowd around 8+pm...then finally we sold everything by 9pm...

lol

yeah then got motivation...actually the 18 boxes were KOPE from century square to sell..haha then Jordon went to his mother there to KOPE more boxes of mooncakes to sell...yeah...but tml i'm taking OFF coz got driving lesson and violin lesson.

Yup will be dropping by in the evening...

Juz one more thing...I found one very interesting stuff...on monday, I saw my juniors...with jeremy's buddy, Khai Yew who is also my juniors, Mei Zhen's and Mei Hui's, and also Jordon's pri sch classmate....ALAMAK such a small world...u muz be thinking wth I'm talking about rite? Nvm I got pic for u:

Lalidum

2008-09-07T23:04:00.001+08:00

Awww business isn't good today becoz we've run out of DURIAN MOONCAKE juz in the morning when stock juz came in and WOOSH....10 boxes sold out in the early afternoon and we've nothing to sell except for our traditional mooncake...although i manage to sell one mixed flavour mooncake...still we lost a lot of customers who wanted durian mooncake. Haiz...

And did a little shopping for my bf as a present for our 2 1/2 yr anniversary gift...yup i've owed him the prezzie for very long although he told me no need to gif him...but still it's an anniversary after all. ^-^ *hugz* simply love him!!!

This evening he dropped by to accompany me for dinner. Supposedly to packed our dinner and eat at the stall but Jordon is kind enough to let me go as long as possible but of course, not so good after all since he's the supervisor so I had a very fast meal at Long John Silver and head back to the stall.

Still, I'm very traumatised by the news I heard. Not only me, Debbie is also shocked. Both of us seriously SHOCKED when we heard the news. Yupz...so I'm actually super sleepy so maybe I'm juz talking rubbish but nevertheless, I still need to wake up early tml.

Tired~~~

2008-09-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

-.- bleah!! Super tired man...have been sleeping less than 8 hrs a day...

Let me update some stuff bah...hmmm yesterday was totally NOT MY DAY!!!

1. Early in the morning i tio lecturing by one auntie... -_____- I told her she has to pay full amount in order to reserve the mooncake but she insist of paying half...but not my fault, it's the company policy, then she scold me say how can we make business like that...but i say i have no choice it's company's policy, then say "XIAO MEI, you're still young, dunno aniting" I'm like...wtf

2. I dropped the sample becoz i accidentally hit the box then diao...dropped onto the floor

3. I dropp my phone into the toilet bowl -_____- WTH super unlucky

4. My phone is NO HOPE liao...
my phone juz keep off and on by itself...
then took pic by itself,
then can't really hear what my friends are talking over the phone,
i sms halfway the cursor juz move by itself,
there's water droplets in my camera T_T
mist inside my screen ~_~

Today is also NOT MY DAY too!!!

1. I dropped the durian sample when Jordon asked me to help him hold. So sorry JORDON!!!

2. I bite my mouth...OUCH!! When was bleeding when I'm having lunch...now it' swollen =(

3. and I was late for work coz of my freaky phone. I set the alarm last night, but my freaking phone juz gone case and off by itself..then when i woke up was like 10.30am then i checked my phone...NO BATT~!!! Oh my god...this phone is seriously causing me a lot of trouble lahz!!!

But work is fun today coz was super busy until we run out of durian to sell. And everyone are like having fun while work. =)

Okie I'm super duper tired now...i'm blogging coz I wanna dry my hair..trying to do something while waiting for my hair to be dry.

Work

2008-09-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Haha juz came back from work. I'll be working at Jordan's place from today till 14 Sept. Oh yeah...work = $$ yuppie, money coming in now...finally i haf money now...everything is money money money.

Haha luckily work is fun there. Not so stress also. Ya chaoz.. =)

New Shoes

2008-08-31T23:21:00.001+08:00

Haha awww juz bought a pair of new shoes today with Dar at Rachael G. We went to walk around Tampines shopping malls, Tampines Mall and Century Square. Then saw Jordon and Debbie at the mooncake thingy. Haha I'm gonna work at the Tampines Mall branch. Hehe =)

START WORKING LOHZ!!!

Yup yup I tan dio!!! $19.90 for a pair of shoes...super comfortable...so sad dun haf my size, 35..ended up I got this pair, size 36 which is one size bigger. Although a bit loose but still can wear lahz.. the silver colour got my size...BUT hehe silver colour very hard to match clothes.

Dar's Dinner and Dance

2008-08-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today was actually supposed to go K session wif my babes but haha so sorry, I forgot I promised my bf to go Dinner and Dance with him....I'm super duper sorry...

Ok back to the Dinner and Dance...well it was overall ok lahz...haha at least there's something to enterain us which is the PAGEANT KING and QUEEN thingy....and yea Lucinda and Eugene were the participants from Dar's clique. And they look so gorgeous and sweet but so sorry no photos.

It was held at a ULU ULU PANDAN place...haha it was at Raffles Country Club which is at TUAS!!! Oh my god, luckily there's shuttle bus but it was SUPER DUPER WARM in the late afternoon then we were asked to meet at Raffles Place....although we were late a little bit haha, luckily the uncle waited for us.

Then we head down to the country club...well I can say, it's a TYPICAL 有钱人 place. Check out the golf course...u'll love it. No photo too =) Haha...then we waited since 5+pm to 6+pm becoz we were allowed into the ballroom at near 7pm.

Oh the dinner was much much better than the one I had during my Home Coming Dinner. Now I know the difference between secondary school and university. And there's AIR-CON...phew...luckily I brought my scarf with me. If not I'll be freezing like mad...the air-con there is SUPER SHIOK!!!

Yeah and as usual my bf and I still never get any LUCKY DRAW prize...but dar's friend, Paul got 4th prize...which is a thumb drive...can't really rmb izit 4GB?

Well, I shall let the photos do the talking then....

Dar and my tix...it's COUPLE SPECIAL

Before the dinner

Taken outside the ballroom =)

Into the ballroom...the table

Oh well we were super bored during the Q&A session for the pageant thingy...we decided to take photo.

Dar (check out his goatie!!)

Dar

Dar

Dar

and Dar again...Haha

Then it's Dar and me =)

Again =) (My favourite photo =) )

This time round I'm smiling with my mouth closed. Accomodate him haha.

Deirdre's Birthday

2008-08-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, our BIG SISTER in our clique. Haha...

Today actually was our last paper, Bus Stats exam...then yeah after the paper we had the BIT IG meeting and then...we went to ORCHARD PARTY WORLD KTV to sing and celebrate her birthday.

She didn't expect us to celebrate for her...haha she only know we going to sing KTV...haha yeah.

Here are the photos:

Tada the unique 23 candles strawberry cheese cake.

Yeah and this cake is super hard k...haha and Deirdre posing

Then Deirdre surrender and ask Rui Xin to help her cut the cake...and seriously...it's solid hard can...haha

Distributing the cake...

Yeah my slice of cake...sorry if it looks disgusting coz I already ate halfway..haha

Then it's photo taking session time haha

Me and Kang Jie and seriously the flash is hurting our eyes.

Then Jenny joined in...and I think I smile with my mouth close will make my eyes look bigger =)

Sorry for the random pic...coz my retarded phone is too retarded that when Jenny move away the phone...it took my slippers instead...

Kang Jie look so emo...

And Jenny look so AUNTIE here...haha

Yeah finally caught these 3 boys...but still herm...haha sorry for my photo taking technique...Chin Wee, Wilson and Chen Wee...beware for my camera...haha

Then by the time we went home was like ....HERM 12am...haha too bad Jessie didn't join us...I'm so sorry becoz u're dying to sing wif us but u're meeting ur sec friends...OH WELL nvm...there will be a next time SOON...haha =P

Then all of us were like taking 65 except Rui Xin she took NR 7 home...then was kinda late alr..then by the time I reached interchange was 1+am, no more bus alr...then my bf called me haha then he said he's coming to fetch me...yuppie...luckily...no need to walk home alone. Wahaha...k chaoz everyone =)

Wahid's birthday

2008-08-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

Went to celebrate Wahid's birthday and the first thing we did was WATCHING HORROR MOVIE...Wahid, Arvind, Chin Wee, Kang Jie, Jessie, Rui Xin, Deirdre, Jenny and I.

Oh my god....we went to watch 4 BIA, it is a Thai horror movie. It's a movie about 4 shorts stories. Awww all the girls were so scared to watch and all covered their eyes while watching the scary parts.

The worst part is the third story, the title is IN THE MIDDLE...then i was looking on my left, there were 4 of them, i look on my right, there were 4 of them too...THEN I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THEM...oh my god....i really freaked out.

But the third story is not scary...The one that I got shocked was 1st story and the last story...those 2 are the quite scary stories througout the movie. The 2nd one was....herm...was having a bit goosebumps...OH WELL i shall not spoil the movie...GO WATCH IT URSELF... =P

Oya we went E Hub to watch movie...then aft movie we went to downtown to slack then....we caught this on tape. Haha Wahid dancing with 2 children =)

Then we found a new scandal...BUT DUN ASK ME WHO ARE THEY... =X

Then we went TM PIZZA HUT to have our dinner but we didn't take any photo...haha then we went to the TM OPEN PLAZA on level 4 to have a mini cutting cake session for Wahid. Haha.. =)

Then we have our CAMWHORING session!!!

AAAAhhhhh

2008-08-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

Okie...first of all I wanna say

I'M FINALLY FREE!!!!

Free from the 2 HORRIBLE NERVES KILLING PAPERS: Organisational Behaviour and Principles of Marketing

And after 9pm...I'M FREE yeah and we moved on to celebrating these 4 people birthday who chose at such a nice timing to be born. Haha all 4 of them birthday on the exam week and guess wat....

Today which is monday, Wahid's birthday
Tuesday, Xiang Kuan's birthday
Wednesday, Malia's birthday
Thursday, off day
Friday, Deirdre's birthday...lol

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

kkk cut cake cut cake
(Before)

(After)
!! Look at Xiang Kuan's face...haha so funny

Come come take photo

Sing the HAPPY BIRTHDAY song

Ok Malia's eyes are so scary haha

Kkk the artistic side of me...actually there shld be a strawberry but Rui Xin super hungry that she didn't notice I was taking photo and she took away the strawberry when I capture the pic.

Here then we have the AH LU BA session (dunno wat's the eng name for that) for Wahid and Xiang Kuan. Enjoy =)

Yaya before I end this I remembered this photo haha...this was taken in the library when we had this 7 hours of break to study for our marketing paper. Then Rui Xin had her hair tied in plaits then she decided to ask her friend, Qian Yu to tie for her...so took this pic of her messy hair.

Then before we leave the library, this person very clever, broke her slippers haha...then Kang Jie went cheers to help her buy slippers so he went off first...then here's the video of her walking barefooted in the library. Haha

Then we met up with Kang Jie at Business concourse to pass Rui Xin her new slippers and guess wat? The slippers design is cute...haha see the video for the design =)

Then aft the celebration thingy Arvind, Chin Wee, Kang Jie, Rui Xin and I went to the usual coffee shop opp TP where there's this very nice western food and I had half-boiled egg....I always have a craving for that...haha

Then my mini camwhoring session at home =)

Update

2008-08-24T11:01:00.001+08:00

Let me intro u my official TAMIL NAME:
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Audrina (thanks Wahid for helping me write)

Me camwhoring again yup but I'll juz post one =)

All right, then Chin Wee, Rui Xin, Arvind and I went somewhere to buy presents and tada we see one AH PEK playing my PINK DS on MRT

And here this Rui Xin playing her White DS

And the 2 were playing this game, yea and I'm also addicted to this game, Taiko No Tatsujin DS. Haha both were so addicted that they challenge each other.

This video is how Rui Xin and Chin Wee challenging each other...but by the time my retarded phone work, they've already done with the first round. =(

This video is the complete one on how they playing....haha super funny. But it's super long

Here are some of the photos while studying in the library. Wahaha

Wilson studying hard sia

Rui Xin studying hard sia

Then we were all distracted by this AH PEK trying to act SMALL BOY...by putting down his fringe

Ignore this face...he's juz trying to act innocent. Haha

Then we were doing special effect with the camera ...

Then we moved on to play with the SUPER DUPER HUGE ENCYCLOPEDIA haha

Then I remember both Chin Wee and Arvind did the same thing exactly ONE YEAR AGO!!!

And as usual, we were playing in the library one year ago when we're supposed to study haha. And u know wat? At the same level of the library too...haha so ironic.

Mugging

2008-08-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

Oooo seriously stressed over the past few days. Busy mugging like hell. Although it's 3 papers...but seriously a lot of things to memorise...oh well...have been studying with the few people from my clique, Rui Xin, Deirdre, Wilson, Chen Wee, Chin Wee and Arvind. I think I didn't miss out anybody. Haha...

Went back to school to study and it was freaking not the best weather to study today. It was raining the WHOLE DAY!! Unbelievable...wanted to watch Wu Zhong Xian's shows today but sadly because of olympic, the show has been post poned for 3 weeks. T_T Wanted to distress ended up watching JIAN GUI 2 (The Eye 2)2nd half of the movie...lol now showing JIAN GUI 1(The Eye)...diaoz...oh well...

Seriously damn sianz now...juz wanna blog awhile then get back to studying. Tml meeting Rui Xin and Deirdre to study. Haha I'm like seeing them everyday. Haha I see them more than I see my family members and dar. Lol..

Kkk I'm going back to memorise OB...MARKETING here I come tml.

2008-08-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn't get it but you kept me in line

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes

On Sunday mornings, and I missed you

But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things

Separation brings

You never let me know it

You never let it show because

You loved me and obviously

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And soon as you reach a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And I'm right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])

Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done

And you never got to see me back at number one

I wish that you were here to celebrate together

I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strongYou'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])

Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

Today...

2008-08-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

Oh well..I shall highlight a few things i do today

Went for driving lesson as usual and I'm so thank god that I've god the KIND SOUL NICE UNCLE instructor. His name is Tan Boon Chye. I think I spelled it correctly. He totally rox...He's like my OB tutor, Mr Nah Yam Lim...the friendly uncle type wan....haha

Yeah and I finally learned PARKING...haha but juz started VERTICAL PARKING...i still need to go thru the hazard stimulator before I move on to PARALLEL PARKING...phew i dunno when I'll take my practical test man...I still need to renew my provisional driving license...actually wanna chiong right after my exam...but I'll be working from 30 Aug to 14 Sept everyday. Phew...

Oh well life's like this becoz I'm currently tight with $$. Oh well, then u know wat? I haven't touch anything for my revision for today. That's why I can't study at home...I'll be watching tv and playing com for the whole day. Haiz...oh well...better go and sleep now coz I'm meetingRui Xin and the rest to study. Actually I also dunno who else coming other than Rui Xin...hehe chaoz.

我的故事

2008-08-18T22:16:00.004+08:00

因为收到一份电邮，游览了那个人的部落格，让我深受感触。虽然他是gay，可是我觉得他比一般男人来的像个男人。因为我深深地相信，男人是不应该让女人伤心，甚至流泪。为什么这世界上，不让女人流泪的男人还真稀少，也许只有0.000000000000000001% 的可能性才为遇到这种好男人。他说“甚至当你拿着一个人的初恋时是需要用更多的责任感来承担这份珍贵。”(http://j.law.blog.163.com/)

这一句十分有意思。为什么其他男人不会这么想呢？我的初恋就是一个很好的例子。我的初恋简直是个大灾难。我们简直就不像男女朋友。我们从来没有牵手过。只是转简讯和在电话上聊聊天。让我更伤心的事，我朋友虽有向我警告说他同时在追一个女生。我却把她的话当耳边风。最后，我们还是分手了，也就这样结束了我们的关系。我们分手过后，他就和一个女生在一起了。跟何况，那个女生我也认识的。我和他不同班，那个女生和他同班。难道问题就出在我们同不同班吗？当时，我是这么想的。我很傻吧？哈哈。原来，他一直都把我当“备胎”。据我所知，他和我在一起是因为他刚和他的前任女友分手，因为伤心，把我当成她。也就是说，我是她的替身。我简直是个大傻瓜！竟然成了别人的替身。我真的好讨厌这种感觉。好想消失在这个世界上。根本就没脸见人。

虽然他是长得蛮好看的，但他的为人简直像个人渣。我的好友，珍妮见过他。也说他长得不错。哈哈，一年后，我竟然和那个和他同班的女生成了好朋友。虽然我不知道他们之间发生了什么事，但我知道那个女生非常恨他。我想他一定做了什么让她伤心的事。我也不好意思问她。毕竟我们都是他的受害者。

为什么男人就是要让女生伤心流泪？当时我真的真得很害怕。如果我又遇到那种男生，我会不会再一次受到打击？

我的好友也不幸得遇到这种男生。这个男生更可怕！人还真不可貌相。不认识他的人还以为他是个爱情白痴。原来他伤害过很多女生的心。真是个花心大少，他曾经和很多女生告白过。唉，为什么会有这种人活在这世界上？啊，我的天啊!

J Law 你是我非常尊敬的男人！祝你和他能有好的结果。

Olympic Craze

2008-08-16T02:48:00.004+08:00

Nothing much today, went for driving lesson this afternoon. Well, probably it's becoz of my legs are having muscle ache due to the jogging session I had with Chin Wee, Kang Jie, Wwei Xian, Chen Wee, Wilson and Jessie, I had difficulty controlling my clutch then after that I was doing S-bend and crank course. Phew....tiring sia. But it was fun after that when I knew the techniques and practised it well. Although the start I did mount the kerb opps.

Oh well, since my lesson was 1.05 to 3.05, yesterday I tot I'll not get to watch olympic..OH YES...luckily there's TVMOBILE...haha I manage to catch it on the way back to Tampines on bus 72. This is the match I wanted to watch badly, Women's Table-Tennis Singapore VS South Korea. And FINALLY TEAM SINGAPORE manage to clinged a medal back home. U've done us proud!!! Well, I wanted to cheer on the bus...but like I've said...I was on the bus..so I managed to hold myself back and cheer inside my heart. And now Li Jia Wei, Wang Yue Gu, Feng Tian Wei and Sun Bei Bei will have to play against Team China....oh no...I can feel the pressure here. They all came from China and now they're playing against China team. EEEhhhhhhh no comment. Haha...GO SINGAPORE!!!

K and OH MY GOD.....Deirdre and I saw one EYE-CANDY while watching olympic....his name is Marcel Nguyen, he's a GERMAN...doing gymnastic...OH SO HANDSOME!!! Haha here are the photos!!!

Presenting u...the young Marcel Nguyen
(front right)

Haha and he's so handsome when doing all the moves. Awwwww and he's only 21 years old.. ^o^

Video of him during the olympic. =)

Ok ok then I went back to school to meet Deirdre then around 5+pm we went to Tampines Mall to meet Rui Xin....WAIT before that...I SAW MY SCHOOL EYE-CANDY at mushroom....YEAH!! So happy!!! Hahahahaha....but Deirdre say he's not handsome...HALF HALF only -.- lol...k la k la I know she prefer ******* *** haha...(crack the code if u can).

Oh well...then instead of studying we talked a lot of things...haha then we ate and studied at Yoshinoya but they're closing so we moved to Starbucks...but we didn't study, ended up slacking and chit-chatting. Then we head home around 11.43pm coz Deirdre need to catch her last bus which is 11.50pm

Wahaha then met up with Dar coz he also juz came back Tampines from Bugis then he gave me a bracelet as our 2 1/2 years anniversary gift. =) Thanks dar!! Love it lotz. ^-^

But I didn't gif him aniting coz i'm having sum $$ prob...oh well...that's why I need to CHIONG during holiday. Work like nobody's business.

Pissed

2008-08-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

Ok ok I'm gonna blog about this.

Today...I really really really really really really really really think that this person is super irritating and worth bashing him up. (if u translate in chi: QIAN BIAN欠扁) If he wasn't that irritating today, I wouldn't have hate him so much. Especially when I know something about him which really change my perception of him...HE'S SUCH A JERK....ARGHHHHH really hate him lotz lotz lotz lotz lotz lotz lotz lotz and a billion and zillion time lotz.

Anyway thanks Malia <3 for helping me. Malia, if you happen to read this post, you will know who I'm talking about rite? Whatever it is....I'm so glad, well I was talking about this with my babes during our study time. Phew....he's such a.. ^%^&*&^%^*^$ Yeah u know wat I mean lahz.

Argh....now I'm so f*cking irritated by my CDS..I'm so regretting taking this man...so many proj and presentation...and now...I'm still doing the tranlation of the script because I'm supposed to act my script out in OLD ENGLISH on thursday. WTH...old english. Sianz to the max.

Haiz...now is $$ problem. Just yesterday I spent $94. $45 on the Standard Chartered Marathon fees... T_T there goes my $45...flying off....then $49 on a blazer I bought at G2000 with Dar..yeah it's having sales...but still....I'm not working often...so I can see my $49 flying off... T_T....

Living in Singapore is not easy man. Haiz....yeah I'm joining under the team category for the Marathon with Wahid, Chin Wee, Wei Xian, Wahid's cousin and Soon Xiang...and as usual..I'M THE ONLY GIRL T_T Haaaa...sianz to the max so tml I hafta start my training....have to beat the other girls because what I heard from them is...girl will be running separately... -___- then why called it a team category when I'm running alone from my team -___- wth...

Nvm lah...i'll do my best for the run then. Muz jia you!!!

This is gonna be random...I WANNA CHANGE MY LOOK....maybe I shld go for punk look? Haha....trying to change...yeah changing in progress...oh well haha

Now I muz focus...JIA YOU Audrina...you can do it...for your exam. I miss you Dar and I love you =) <3

3 more days to our 2 1/2 years anniversary =)

My greatest wish is to get a car...Haha yesterday I was joking with Dar coz he asked me wat I want for my birthday present which is still very long..then yesterday I had my driving lesson which is one lesson on auto car...then i told him I WANT AN AUTO CAR for my present...haha then he say "SIAO AR YOU" Haha joking mahz...hahahahaha then he also laugh.

Oh well that's all folks...I better get back to my translation...coz I haven't do my bus stats 07/08 Main exam pract paper. Tml lecture going thru. Chaoz